What Part Do I Play?

     I always wanted to be important. That status in our society is usually given to those who speak wisely, achieve great things, or make decisions that affect many lives. Since I did none of these, I never felt important. My struggle for this status was further thwarted during my ‘stay-at-home-to-raise-the-kids’ years, as society in the 1980s did not think this was a worthy activity. I did manage, though, a few moments of importance when I took on executive volunteer positions within local community groups. Now, with my children grown and still not holding a prestigious title, where do I find importance?   

   At a recent community event, I excitedly donned a vest that identified me as a member of the local Photo Club.  Now, I was surely important!  Our Club had agreed to take photos of the event and give them to the organizers in return for a financial donation to the club. As one of the club volunteers, I had authority to take photos – I was important! Well, for four hours anyway! What about other days?

   Over many years of wholeheartedly serving God, I struggled with the misconception of elevating some ministry roles over others. I viewed ‘support’ roles as less ‘important’. However, I learned that this thinking comes from society’s secular point of view, not God’s. He spoke through Isaiah saying, “My thoughts are completely different from yours. My ways are far beyond anything you could imagine” (Isaiah 55:8). 

   Then, much more recently, the Apostle Paul explained this reality, “Just as our bodies have many parts and each part has a special function, so it is with Christ’s body. We are all parts of his one body, and each of us has different work to do . . . and each of us needs all the others” (Romans 12: 4,5 NLT).   

   As I continued to seek God’s direction and watch His ways unfold, I finally understood Paul’s explanation - that God has a very special role for me to play, and only me. Furthermore, I learned that it is vital that I excitedly embrace this privilege instead of the desire for a so-called important role! 

   While I have taken on many positions within the church family, I recognize that my particular God-given passion is to inspire others to deepen their relationship with God. By leading small group Bible studies or engaging in one-on-one conversations, I am an active agent of and with the Holy Spirit providing opportunities for others to consider God’s truths, realize areas of compromise, and commit to a closer walk with Him. Joyously, at the same time, God speaks to my faith and encourages me in the same ways!  

   Lord, now that I know I am important and significant in your eyes, I am content to serve others in your name and release the needs of my ego. Guide my footsteps on the special path you have chosen for me. Thank you for the honor of impacting others in your Kingdom.  I pray that my readers will also embrace their God-given uniqueness and serve you to their fullest. Amen. 

(originally published 2009)