Greetings, my dear readers!
May the light of Jesus shine in your heart this Christmas season and be reflected outward for all to see!
Thanks for walking with me this year on my faith journey. See you in the New Year!
Barbara
Merry Christmas!
Greetings, my dear readers!
May the light of Jesus shine in your heart this Christmas season and be reflected outward for all to see!
Thanks for walking with me this year on my faith journey. See you in the New Year!
Barbara
In a Nutshell - attempt #3
This continues the "In a Nutshell" series. Since writing #1 and #2, I have mulled over the difference between my chronological story and my story of hope - I was getting a little confused! Thankfully, God chose to enlighten and bless me with some clarification.
Thanks to some timely preaching, I realize that there are two kinds of summaries Christians should be prepared to share. The first one describes the facts of the Gospel of Jesus Christ: about creation, sin, the need for Jesus, his death on the cross and resurrection, and the benefits for those who accept this good news and commit to Jesus as their Lord and Saviour. This is an historical and chronological account similar to Stephen’s speech in form and function. The second kind of summary describes the personal experience of living with Jesus in one’s heart and the profound difference it has made in a believer’s life. With both summaries, a believer can not only tell the good news about Jesus Christ, but also allow one’s own personal story of transformation to encourage the listener to seriously consider becoming a Christian. It is the second summary (3 minutes long) that I wish to present today. Imagine I am speaking excitedly!
(Start)
Friend – I’m glad you asked what it means to me to be a Christian; to have Jesus as my Lord and Saviour:
First of all, it means I am connected to God. His Spirit moved into my body and my life once I accepted Jesus. The Spirit is the bridge between my heart and God's, so now, I am connected to God forever! Before becoming a Christian, my sins separated me from God. But, since Jesus died on the cross to pay the penalty for my sins, my slate is wiped clean and I am OK'd to be in His presence.
I have hope for an eternal future in heaven with Jesus after I die. God’s word says that anyone who believes that Jesus is the Son of God will go to heaven. Have you heard about heaven? There will be no more crying, no more sorrow, and no more pain; just joy being in the presence of God Himself. The beauty of the Light of Jesus will shine on us and sparkle way more than all the jewels on earth put together. Can you begin to imagine it??
Now that God’s Spirit lives in me, He gives me the ability to accomplish His plans. I now rely on Him to give me strength, wisdom, and skill to complete the good works He wants me to do. For sure, I still get nervous and sometimes have doubts about my ability to perform certain tasks, but once I remember that God’s Spirit is empowering me, I breathe deeply and take the first step - totally focused on the task, not my doubts. These abilities and others are His gifts to believers. And, guess what? They are available to you too, if you accept Jesus into your life.
And, peace: the more I pray, the less I worry. It’s like a switch, as soon as I notice that I am worrying, I turn my focus to God, then relax, knowing that His power and control is over every situation. I trust God to do His best – this gives me assurance and peace. It has certainly taken me awhile to “let go and let God”, but the more I get the hang of it, the more peace I experience.
Jesus gives me a life with purpose and passion! The Bible says that God planned all the days of my life before I was born. No matter what happens to me, good or bad, He has a special purpose just for me in each situation. Every day I trust Him for a good outcome. He leads me to meet and influence certain people in ways that only I can. He gives me projects that will benefit others. Through the daily process of listening to God, I am learning to trust Him more, especially when I would choose another direction. Each morning, I wake up excited about the opportunity to participate in God’s world, in His way!
Finally, love: God loves me unconditionally. Now that makes my heart melt! He chose me before my birth to be His child. He forgives my sins. He is patient with me. He lavishes me with His grace and mercy. He protects me from evil forces. I am his beloved daughter for whom He would do anything. Oh, wait! He already did – He sent His son Jesus to save me from eternal death. Oh, I am so thankful! God loves you too and wants to call you His child. What do you say?
(Finished)
Well, dear reader – thanks for “listening”! It is a little over 3 minutes, but, in a nutshell, it summarizes my hope and joy in believing in Jesus Christ. May you also be blessed by God’s presence!
Thanks to some timely preaching, I realize that there are two kinds of summaries Christians should be prepared to share. The first one describes the facts of the Gospel of Jesus Christ: about creation, sin, the need for Jesus, his death on the cross and resurrection, and the benefits for those who accept this good news and commit to Jesus as their Lord and Saviour. This is an historical and chronological account similar to Stephen’s speech in form and function. The second kind of summary describes the personal experience of living with Jesus in one’s heart and the profound difference it has made in a believer’s life. With both summaries, a believer can not only tell the good news about Jesus Christ, but also allow one’s own personal story of transformation to encourage the listener to seriously consider becoming a Christian. It is the second summary (3 minutes long) that I wish to present today. Imagine I am speaking excitedly!
(Start)
Friend – I’m glad you asked what it means to me to be a Christian; to have Jesus as my Lord and Saviour:
First of all, it means I am connected to God. His Spirit moved into my body and my life once I accepted Jesus. The Spirit is the bridge between my heart and God's, so now, I am connected to God forever! Before becoming a Christian, my sins separated me from God. But, since Jesus died on the cross to pay the penalty for my sins, my slate is wiped clean and I am OK'd to be in His presence.
I have hope for an eternal future in heaven with Jesus after I die. God’s word says that anyone who believes that Jesus is the Son of God will go to heaven. Have you heard about heaven? There will be no more crying, no more sorrow, and no more pain; just joy being in the presence of God Himself. The beauty of the Light of Jesus will shine on us and sparkle way more than all the jewels on earth put together. Can you begin to imagine it??
Now that God’s Spirit lives in me, He gives me the ability to accomplish His plans. I now rely on Him to give me strength, wisdom, and skill to complete the good works He wants me to do. For sure, I still get nervous and sometimes have doubts about my ability to perform certain tasks, but once I remember that God’s Spirit is empowering me, I breathe deeply and take the first step - totally focused on the task, not my doubts. These abilities and others are His gifts to believers. And, guess what? They are available to you too, if you accept Jesus into your life.
And, peace: the more I pray, the less I worry. It’s like a switch, as soon as I notice that I am worrying, I turn my focus to God, then relax, knowing that His power and control is over every situation. I trust God to do His best – this gives me assurance and peace. It has certainly taken me awhile to “let go and let God”, but the more I get the hang of it, the more peace I experience.
Jesus gives me a life with purpose and passion! The Bible says that God planned all the days of my life before I was born. No matter what happens to me, good or bad, He has a special purpose just for me in each situation. Every day I trust Him for a good outcome. He leads me to meet and influence certain people in ways that only I can. He gives me projects that will benefit others. Through the daily process of listening to God, I am learning to trust Him more, especially when I would choose another direction. Each morning, I wake up excited about the opportunity to participate in God’s world, in His way!
Finally, love: God loves me unconditionally. Now that makes my heart melt! He chose me before my birth to be His child. He forgives my sins. He is patient with me. He lavishes me with His grace and mercy. He protects me from evil forces. I am his beloved daughter for whom He would do anything. Oh, wait! He already did – He sent His son Jesus to save me from eternal death. Oh, I am so thankful! God loves you too and wants to call you His child. What do you say?
(Finished)
Well, dear reader – thanks for “listening”! It is a little over 3 minutes, but, in a nutshell, it summarizes my hope and joy in believing in Jesus Christ. May you also be blessed by God’s presence!
In a Nutshell - attempt #2
This posting follows "In a Nutshell - attempt #1" (please read it first) as I formulate a 3-minute monologue that shares my Christian testimony. I am taking on this challenge also in response to the Apostle Paul's advice to young pastor Peter:
"Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect . . ."
1 Peter 3:15 (TNIV)
So, my testimony, although may include some of my personal history, is more about explaining the hope I have with living my life in Jesus. Here's my attempt #2:
At age 12, during my third annual trip to a Christian summer camp, I became convinced that, first of all, there is a God, and second of all, that Jesus is the Son of God and our Saviour. I accepted Jesus into my heart and asked Him to help me obey and follow Him in all areas of my life. So began the first spiritual chapter in my life consisting of many years of seesawing back and forth between living a faithful life and living a disobedient life. I loved Jesus and loved studying the Bible to learn more about Him and about how He wanted me to live. Unfortunately, I often did not live my life according to what God wanted, so my prayers contained many confessions and requests for forgiveness. In my heart, I knew God forgave me each time. I leaned on Christ’s presence within me especially during the many typical teenage challenges that I faced with my parents, my peers, and the maturing process. But, sadly, I took advantage of God’s forgiveness by frequently behaving in my own wisdom, which was contrary to God’s.
The second chapter of my Christian life, during my twenties and thirties, was a life spent mostly without Christ leading to a search for personal significance. Over time, I kept my belief in god, the impersonal power that created the universe, but left Jesus behind. As a result, a very subtle emptiness grew deep down in my soul leading me to search for life’s meaning in various New Age philosophies. Embracing their versions of self-empowerment for a while, gave me personal strength, but, unfortunately, that feeling did not last as I realized that I could not control my own circumstances. I realized the New Age schemes were empty of real meaning; they did not offer any lasting significance, power, or personal satisfaction. I yearned for a close relationship with God, but looked in all the wrong places. The spiritual darkness that enveloped me which at one time lured me away from Jesus, now actually forced me to call out to God in desperation.
Dire personal circumstances plus relationships with neighbours and business associates who were Christians opened the current chapter of my Christian life. Fortunately, God had his eye on me and ever so gently drew me back to his Son, Jesus, for a more complete relationship. Only in hindsight, could I see that God placed people in my life that offered a Christian perspective on everything. What could I have been thinking all these years? How could I think that I had enough power to affect the outcome of my own life? My heart went from a desperate emptiness to a bursting joy when I recommitted my life to Jesus! In Jesus, I have trust that He will always be with me; strength to accomplish all that He directs me to do; significance because he loved me first; hope to join Him in heaven when I die; and peace to rest in His grace and mercy. The End.
My Comments: Well, did you become convinced that you should check out this Jesus character? Well, this may be slightly improved, but still reads like an essay; still coming from the brain. Where is my heart-felt response? I need to get down to the nitty-gritty of sharing the reason for the hope that I have. Please read "In a Nutshell - attempt #3" . . .
"Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect . . ."
1 Peter 3:15 (TNIV)
So, my testimony, although may include some of my personal history, is more about explaining the hope I have with living my life in Jesus. Here's my attempt #2:
At age 12, during my third annual trip to a Christian summer camp, I became convinced that, first of all, there is a God, and second of all, that Jesus is the Son of God and our Saviour. I accepted Jesus into my heart and asked Him to help me obey and follow Him in all areas of my life. So began the first spiritual chapter in my life consisting of many years of seesawing back and forth between living a faithful life and living a disobedient life. I loved Jesus and loved studying the Bible to learn more about Him and about how He wanted me to live. Unfortunately, I often did not live my life according to what God wanted, so my prayers contained many confessions and requests for forgiveness. In my heart, I knew God forgave me each time. I leaned on Christ’s presence within me especially during the many typical teenage challenges that I faced with my parents, my peers, and the maturing process. But, sadly, I took advantage of God’s forgiveness by frequently behaving in my own wisdom, which was contrary to God’s.
The second chapter of my Christian life, during my twenties and thirties, was a life spent mostly without Christ leading to a search for personal significance. Over time, I kept my belief in god, the impersonal power that created the universe, but left Jesus behind. As a result, a very subtle emptiness grew deep down in my soul leading me to search for life’s meaning in various New Age philosophies. Embracing their versions of self-empowerment for a while, gave me personal strength, but, unfortunately, that feeling did not last as I realized that I could not control my own circumstances. I realized the New Age schemes were empty of real meaning; they did not offer any lasting significance, power, or personal satisfaction. I yearned for a close relationship with God, but looked in all the wrong places. The spiritual darkness that enveloped me which at one time lured me away from Jesus, now actually forced me to call out to God in desperation.
Dire personal circumstances plus relationships with neighbours and business associates who were Christians opened the current chapter of my Christian life. Fortunately, God had his eye on me and ever so gently drew me back to his Son, Jesus, for a more complete relationship. Only in hindsight, could I see that God placed people in my life that offered a Christian perspective on everything. What could I have been thinking all these years? How could I think that I had enough power to affect the outcome of my own life? My heart went from a desperate emptiness to a bursting joy when I recommitted my life to Jesus! In Jesus, I have trust that He will always be with me; strength to accomplish all that He directs me to do; significance because he loved me first; hope to join Him in heaven when I die; and peace to rest in His grace and mercy. The End.
My Comments: Well, did you become convinced that you should check out this Jesus character? Well, this may be slightly improved, but still reads like an essay; still coming from the brain. Where is my heart-felt response? I need to get down to the nitty-gritty of sharing the reason for the hope that I have. Please read "In a Nutshell - attempt #3" . . .
In a Nutshell - attempt #1
“Brothers and fathers, listen to me! The God of glory appeared to our father Abraham . . . 'and go to the land I will show you’ . . . Moses was born . . . the time of David . . . You are just like your ancestors: You always resist the Holy Spirit! . . . And now you have betrayed and murdered the Righteous One.” Acts 7 TNIV; spoken by the soon-to-be-martyred Stephen.
Stephen, a first century Christian believer, stood in front of the Jewish leaders (the Sanhedrin) accused of calling Jesus, the carpenter from Nazareth, the long-awaited-for Messiah. In his own defense, Stephen encapsulated the whole of the Old Testament ‘in a nutshell’, showing them that by accepting Jesus as the Messiah that he was embracing the prophecies of their very own people. Just as centuries of a nation's history can be reduced to several highlights, so our own decades of personal history can be reduced to the major events that influenced the directions our lives have taken. Occasionally, Christian evangelists challenge believers to practice telling their spiritual journey, or Christian testimony, in a 3-minute version as sometimes that is all the time we have to share our story about what Jesus means to us. In taking up the challenge, I present a condensed version of my story. Get your stopwatch ready!
Attempt #1: I was born to parents who may have called themselves “Christian” because of their parents’ influence and because when they did enter a religious building, it was a Christian church. I was christened when I was a baby and dropped off at Sunday school when I was 5 and 6. At age 10, my parents kindly sent me to a Christian summer camp, where they knew God and Jesus would be discussed. I absolutely loved camp; it was for two weeks and I asked to go again the next year. They consented, so again I had two weeks of Christian input along with all the fun outdoor & water activities that camps provide. The third year, at age 12, I went for one month. This was the summer that I accepted Jesus into my heart and asked him to help me follow His Way in all areas of my life. This was just before I entered secondary school.
Grades 8 to 12 were a seesaw of obeying and disobeying God. Throughout Grade 8, at my own request, I attended classes at my local Church and was “confirmed as a believer” that June. I took myself to church services and my parents drove me to youth group. I prayed, read the Bible, and attended Bible studies. However, the seesaw frequently tipped in the other direction when I partook in behaviors not approved by Jesus. Throughout these years, I continued going to summer camp where I loved being cocooned in the wonderful Christian atmosphere. The result of these seesaw years, is that my prayers were full of confessions and pleas for forgiveness!
My young adult life started with one year of university, at which point I continued the seesaw existence: partying, going to church and Bible studies, followed by more partying. After that, once out in the workforce, I rented a cabin at Whistler so that I could ski every weekend. I loved to ski and directed all my energies into skiing as often as possible. Now the seesaw lay heavily on the partying side as I stopped going to church. By the time my future husband met me, there was no real evidence of a Christian commitment.
Although I had stopped going to church, I still believed in God, so we were married in a church and had our first two children christened. I attended church services when I could. Later, after moving and an absence from Christianity, I explored new age philosophies and brought my husband and then three children to other places of worship. Mistakenly, I thought that maybe my husband would embrace one of these other beliefs with me and then we would at least have the same faith. This petered out though, as our fourth child and another move made going to Sunday services and weekday classes inconvenient.
Over the next three years, though, God had a plan to draw me back to Him. He placed different people in our lives and, incredibly, my husband became a Christian and I recommitted my life to God. We joined our local church and with the children became active members there. One of the happiest days of my life was March 1996, when we were all baptized! Finally, my searching and yearning for meaning in my life had come to fruition. Although I had taken my eyes of Jesus, He, being the Good Shepherd, kept looking for me to return. Since then, I have been 100% committed to following Jesus on whatever path He has for me. The end.
My Comments:
After saying this aloud, I admit that this is a very boring chronological summary of my life inserting the relevant facts regarding God in my life. So I ask myself: What did I say that would lead another into becoming a Christian? Did I share my reasons for becoming a Christian? What difference does it make in my life to have Jesus in my heart? This 'nutshell' does nothing to answer these questions. Therefore, I will try again! Please read: In a Nutshell - attempt #2.
Stephen, a first century Christian believer, stood in front of the Jewish leaders (the Sanhedrin) accused of calling Jesus, the carpenter from Nazareth, the long-awaited-for Messiah. In his own defense, Stephen encapsulated the whole of the Old Testament ‘in a nutshell’, showing them that by accepting Jesus as the Messiah that he was embracing the prophecies of their very own people. Just as centuries of a nation's history can be reduced to several highlights, so our own decades of personal history can be reduced to the major events that influenced the directions our lives have taken. Occasionally, Christian evangelists challenge believers to practice telling their spiritual journey, or Christian testimony, in a 3-minute version as sometimes that is all the time we have to share our story about what Jesus means to us. In taking up the challenge, I present a condensed version of my story. Get your stopwatch ready!
Attempt #1: I was born to parents who may have called themselves “Christian” because of their parents’ influence and because when they did enter a religious building, it was a Christian church. I was christened when I was a baby and dropped off at Sunday school when I was 5 and 6. At age 10, my parents kindly sent me to a Christian summer camp, where they knew God and Jesus would be discussed. I absolutely loved camp; it was for two weeks and I asked to go again the next year. They consented, so again I had two weeks of Christian input along with all the fun outdoor & water activities that camps provide. The third year, at age 12, I went for one month. This was the summer that I accepted Jesus into my heart and asked him to help me follow His Way in all areas of my life. This was just before I entered secondary school.
Grades 8 to 12 were a seesaw of obeying and disobeying God. Throughout Grade 8, at my own request, I attended classes at my local Church and was “confirmed as a believer” that June. I took myself to church services and my parents drove me to youth group. I prayed, read the Bible, and attended Bible studies. However, the seesaw frequently tipped in the other direction when I partook in behaviors not approved by Jesus. Throughout these years, I continued going to summer camp where I loved being cocooned in the wonderful Christian atmosphere. The result of these seesaw years, is that my prayers were full of confessions and pleas for forgiveness!
My young adult life started with one year of university, at which point I continued the seesaw existence: partying, going to church and Bible studies, followed by more partying. After that, once out in the workforce, I rented a cabin at Whistler so that I could ski every weekend. I loved to ski and directed all my energies into skiing as often as possible. Now the seesaw lay heavily on the partying side as I stopped going to church. By the time my future husband met me, there was no real evidence of a Christian commitment.
Although I had stopped going to church, I still believed in God, so we were married in a church and had our first two children christened. I attended church services when I could. Later, after moving and an absence from Christianity, I explored new age philosophies and brought my husband and then three children to other places of worship. Mistakenly, I thought that maybe my husband would embrace one of these other beliefs with me and then we would at least have the same faith. This petered out though, as our fourth child and another move made going to Sunday services and weekday classes inconvenient.
Over the next three years, though, God had a plan to draw me back to Him. He placed different people in our lives and, incredibly, my husband became a Christian and I recommitted my life to God. We joined our local church and with the children became active members there. One of the happiest days of my life was March 1996, when we were all baptized! Finally, my searching and yearning for meaning in my life had come to fruition. Although I had taken my eyes of Jesus, He, being the Good Shepherd, kept looking for me to return. Since then, I have been 100% committed to following Jesus on whatever path He has for me. The end.
My Comments:
After saying this aloud, I admit that this is a very boring chronological summary of my life inserting the relevant facts regarding God in my life. So I ask myself: What did I say that would lead another into becoming a Christian? Did I share my reasons for becoming a Christian? What difference does it make in my life to have Jesus in my heart? This 'nutshell' does nothing to answer these questions. Therefore, I will try again! Please read: In a Nutshell - attempt #2.
End of waiting!
Went to see the doctor this morning.
Doc: "Oh, yes, I remember you."
Me: "Yes, you managed to quickly get the ultra-sound appointment for me. Thank you!"
Doc: "So, you want to know the results?"
Me: "Yes, please!"
Doc: (turning toward the computer screen) "Usually the radiologist sends me a quick note if there is something of concern, and I didn't get anything."
Me: "Good, I would expect that, but was told the results would take a week to get to you."
Doc: (reading the report on the computer) "You have a fibroid."
Me: "and that's all?" starting to heave a sigh of relief.
Doc: "yes, that's it."
Whew! and Praise the Lord that it wasn't anything else more serious!
A fibroid is an abnormal growth of the uterine muscle. Unless it, or they, grow too big and become uncomfortable, painful, or start bleeding, nothing is done about them. So he said that they can be monitored with future ultrasounds, but if you're not having any problems, no need to do anything. At my annual checkups, the doc can keep tabs on it.
Mike came with me, so when the appointment ended, we had a hug of relief. I almost felt like crying for joy, but didn't. Maybe later.
Despite the JOY of the good news, I was a little annoyed that the doc's office hadn't called to let me know the results were in. As you know, from my earlier blogs, I made the appointment ahead of time, in the hope that the results would be in. Because the results "required no further action", the doc's office practice is to NOT call the patient. So, was I going to be left hanging??? Note to others: we must be proactive in our own health care! However, I'm not going to let that little annoyance spoil my JOY!
Thanks again to so many who prayed for me to receive calm and peace during these 23 days! God definitely answered!
"We depend on the Lord alone to save us. Only he can help us, protecting us like a shield. In him our hearts rejoice, for we are trusting in his holy name." Psalm 33:20-21 NLT
I knew that the Lord was with me during this time of trial. He would heal me if he chose. I accepted that the outcome could be either health or sickness. I trusted his sovereignty in my life (even tho I'm not ready to die yet!). It is by faith that I accept his will for my life.
Thank you, friends, for sharing this journey with me! May your faith be strengthened, too.
Doc: "Oh, yes, I remember you."
Me: "Yes, you managed to quickly get the ultra-sound appointment for me. Thank you!"
Doc: "So, you want to know the results?"
Me: "Yes, please!"
Doc: (turning toward the computer screen) "Usually the radiologist sends me a quick note if there is something of concern, and I didn't get anything."
Me: "Good, I would expect that, but was told the results would take a week to get to you."
Doc: (reading the report on the computer) "You have a fibroid."
Me: "and that's all?" starting to heave a sigh of relief.
Doc: "yes, that's it."
Whew! and Praise the Lord that it wasn't anything else more serious!
A fibroid is an abnormal growth of the uterine muscle. Unless it, or they, grow too big and become uncomfortable, painful, or start bleeding, nothing is done about them. So he said that they can be monitored with future ultrasounds, but if you're not having any problems, no need to do anything. At my annual checkups, the doc can keep tabs on it.
Mike came with me, so when the appointment ended, we had a hug of relief. I almost felt like crying for joy, but didn't. Maybe later.
Despite the JOY of the good news, I was a little annoyed that the doc's office hadn't called to let me know the results were in. As you know, from my earlier blogs, I made the appointment ahead of time, in the hope that the results would be in. Because the results "required no further action", the doc's office practice is to NOT call the patient. So, was I going to be left hanging??? Note to others: we must be proactive in our own health care! However, I'm not going to let that little annoyance spoil my JOY!
Thanks again to so many who prayed for me to receive calm and peace during these 23 days! God definitely answered!
"We depend on the Lord alone to save us. Only he can help us, protecting us like a shield. In him our hearts rejoice, for we are trusting in his holy name." Psalm 33:20-21 NLT
I knew that the Lord was with me during this time of trial. He would heal me if he chose. I accepted that the outcome could be either health or sickness. I trusted his sovereignty in my life (even tho I'm not ready to die yet!). It is by faith that I accept his will for my life.
Thank you, friends, for sharing this journey with me! May your faith be strengthened, too.
Waiting: October 20
(See below for after the exam report.)
October 20 morning: Since last report, I've continued to feel calm and reassured that everything is in God's hands. I must accept whatever He allows or puts in my life, then lean on Him to get me through the tough times.
Yesterday, I caught myself, in the afternoon, actually feeling HAPPY, even JOYFUL! How weird is that? Surely I should be stressed about the upcoming test and potential results. But, the Spirit was with me, what more could I ask for?!
On Saturday, we spent about 7 hours in the car travelling to and from Snoqualmie Falls to visit my daughter & her husband for lunch and then visit my cousin and his family for dinner. During all the driving, I could feel the "mass" in my lower pelvic region pressing against the top of my leg. No pain, just some pressure. So, I'm really hoping it can be removed, whatever it is!
Today, I woke up feeling a little stressed, not about the test, but about the drinking of the 3-4 cups of water 2 hours prior to the test and HOLDING IT! Trusting God to control those sphincter muscles!
Trusting God to give wisdom to the radiologist who will be reading the results - no errors today! Trusting God for quick reporting of the results!
Thanking God for those who have been praying for me!
Thanking you who have been praying for me!
Well, I will report after the exam . . .
October 20 evening: Hi there. I was nervous waiting for the exam - my heart beating in my throat. Just trying to get the pay parking machine to work is a trial in itself and I'm sure can easily cause some people heart attacks!
The exam was uneventful. The technician took several pics for a variety of angles. She keep apologizing for pressing on my full bladder. Well, stop doing that, I wanted to say!
The results are evaluated by the radiologist today, who dictates a report which is sent to the secretarial pool. Sometime next week, the finished letter is faxed to my doctor. This delay is unacceptable! I've made an appointment with the doc for Friday morning. Maybe he can make a phone call. Hey, there's a prayer request! May God intervene to quicken this process!
I'm feeling somewhat discouraged. Contemplating the worst case scenario. But, am telling myself just to "be" in the present. Trying to keep my mind busy with other things.
If you prayed for me, THANK YOU!
October 20 morning: Since last report, I've continued to feel calm and reassured that everything is in God's hands. I must accept whatever He allows or puts in my life, then lean on Him to get me through the tough times.
Yesterday, I caught myself, in the afternoon, actually feeling HAPPY, even JOYFUL! How weird is that? Surely I should be stressed about the upcoming test and potential results. But, the Spirit was with me, what more could I ask for?!
On Saturday, we spent about 7 hours in the car travelling to and from Snoqualmie Falls to visit my daughter & her husband for lunch and then visit my cousin and his family for dinner. During all the driving, I could feel the "mass" in my lower pelvic region pressing against the top of my leg. No pain, just some pressure. So, I'm really hoping it can be removed, whatever it is!
Today, I woke up feeling a little stressed, not about the test, but about the drinking of the 3-4 cups of water 2 hours prior to the test and HOLDING IT! Trusting God to control those sphincter muscles!
Trusting God to give wisdom to the radiologist who will be reading the results - no errors today! Trusting God for quick reporting of the results!
Thanking God for those who have been praying for me!
Thanking you who have been praying for me!
Well, I will report after the exam . . .
October 20 evening: Hi there. I was nervous waiting for the exam - my heart beating in my throat. Just trying to get the pay parking machine to work is a trial in itself and I'm sure can easily cause some people heart attacks!
The exam was uneventful. The technician took several pics for a variety of angles. She keep apologizing for pressing on my full bladder. Well, stop doing that, I wanted to say!
The results are evaluated by the radiologist today, who dictates a report which is sent to the secretarial pool. Sometime next week, the finished letter is faxed to my doctor. This delay is unacceptable! I've made an appointment with the doc for Friday morning. Maybe he can make a phone call. Hey, there's a prayer request! May God intervene to quicken this process!
I'm feeling somewhat discouraged. Contemplating the worst case scenario. But, am telling myself just to "be" in the present. Trying to keep my mind busy with other things.
If you prayed for me, THANK YOU!
Waiting: October 13,14
(See below for October 14th)
Thanks to those who are praying for me - it's working! I am calm and have been receiving encouragement from many people!
October 13: Preparing for my appointment with the substitute GP tomorrow. Checking out local private clinics that give ultrasounds and MRIs. Want to ask the doc about this possibility. (Usually the clinics need a physician's referral.) Heard this afternoon about a clinic across the line, so have added that to the list. Also making a list of questions as to what happens after the test results. Went to the Ladies Missions Group today where I always receive a warm welcome from the other ladies. Swapped prayer concerns with some of them. Great that we can pray for each other. Also, praying for others sometimes keeps our/my mind off our/my own issues. Still have not heard about ultrasound appointment at Delta hospital yet. Feeling upbeat today, despite the RAIN!
Scripture this morning: Matthew 1:23 "The virgin will conceive and give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel" (which means "God with us")."
Thank you Lord that you are with me, especially during times of trials. You make your presence known to me through answered prayer and the kind actions of others!
Scripture this afternoon: Psalm 62:1-2, 8 "Truly my soul finds rest in God; my salvation comes from him. Truly he is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken! . . . Trust in him at all times, you people, pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge."
YES! Who else can provide my rest? Only Him who has the power to control the diagnostic machine and the specialists who read the results. My trust is in Him!
Another version for verse 1 says: "I wait quietly before God . . . "
Yes, I am waiting and resting quietly - no ranting or raving, right now!
More Scripture this afternoon: Psalm 34:1,4,19 "I will extol the Lord at all times; his praise will always be on my lips . . . I sought the Lord, and he answered me; he delivered me from all my fears . . . The righteous may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers them from them all."
Thank you Lord Jesus for deliverance!
October 14th: Feeling calm and prepared for appointment with GP's substitute.
Hooray! The doc was very agreeable. Answered my "what if" and "then what" questions. AND, made some calls and I now have an appointment for the ultrasound at Peace Arch Hospital this Tues, the 20th. Hooray! Thank you God for going before me to pave the way for the process to move along! Thanks for answering prayers! God is GREAT!
Thanks to those who are praying for me - it's working! I am calm and have been receiving encouragement from many people!
October 13: Preparing for my appointment with the substitute GP tomorrow. Checking out local private clinics that give ultrasounds and MRIs. Want to ask the doc about this possibility. (Usually the clinics need a physician's referral.) Heard this afternoon about a clinic across the line, so have added that to the list. Also making a list of questions as to what happens after the test results. Went to the Ladies Missions Group today where I always receive a warm welcome from the other ladies. Swapped prayer concerns with some of them. Great that we can pray for each other. Also, praying for others sometimes keeps our/my mind off our/my own issues. Still have not heard about ultrasound appointment at Delta hospital yet. Feeling upbeat today, despite the RAIN!
Scripture this morning: Matthew 1:23 "The virgin will conceive and give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel" (which means "God with us")."
Thank you Lord that you are with me, especially during times of trials. You make your presence known to me through answered prayer and the kind actions of others!
Scripture this afternoon: Psalm 62:1-2, 8 "Truly my soul finds rest in God; my salvation comes from him. Truly he is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken! . . . Trust in him at all times, you people, pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge."
YES! Who else can provide my rest? Only Him who has the power to control the diagnostic machine and the specialists who read the results. My trust is in Him!
Another version for verse 1 says: "I wait quietly before God . . . "
Yes, I am waiting and resting quietly - no ranting or raving, right now!
More Scripture this afternoon: Psalm 34:1,4,19 "I will extol the Lord at all times; his praise will always be on my lips . . . I sought the Lord, and he answered me; he delivered me from all my fears . . . The righteous may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers them from them all."
Thank you Lord Jesus for deliverance!
October 14th: Feeling calm and prepared for appointment with GP's substitute.
Hooray! The doc was very agreeable. Answered my "what if" and "then what" questions. AND, made some calls and I now have an appointment for the ultrasound at Peace Arch Hospital this Tues, the 20th. Hooray! Thank you God for going before me to pave the way for the process to move along! Thanks for answering prayers! God is GREAT!
Waiting: October 1-11
Dear Readers, as I start this story, I must tell you that, at the moment, it does not have an ending. Usually, my blog stories are complete with a beginning, middle, and end, however, only God knows where this story will end. So, please, follow along with me on this new journey.
October 1st: Routine pelvic exam finds something "that needs checking out", "that doesn't quite feel right." Words from my doctor while examining the vicinity of my right ovary. I could feel that something was different, too. He never actually said, "Oh, I feel a lump on your ovary", just, "we need to send you for an ultrasound." I said, "And, you're not going to tell me what you think it is, are you?" "When I know, you'll know," he said. In a short discussion with the nurse, who was in the room at the time, he instructed her to send a request for the procedure to Delta hospital. Apparently, right now, there is a 3 month waiting period for this procedure at my nearest hospital, and at another one nearby they are discouraging new requests due to overwhelming demand. The nurse thought I could get seen at Delta within 2-4 weeks. Although, since word was out that Delta had shorter a waiting period, maybe more doctors were referring there. Who knows. The nurse assured me that she would call me as soon as the appointment info came back to the doctor's office.
Later, in thinking about what was going on in my pelvis, I remembered that I had occasionally felt some discomfort in that area for the past few months, but thought it was just the digestive process. Now, I realized that what I was feeling was "something".
October 2nd: Phoned the nurse at the doctor's office. Yes, she had sent the request right away, but did not know when they would reply. Apparently, each request is prioritized and then given an appropriate appointment time. umm. Does that mean if they call back soon, that I should worry? What if they give my case a lower priority, and then the diagnosis indicates I should have come in sooner? What about going to a private clinic, I ask. "I already asked the doctor that, he said the resolution of the ultrasound picture is better at a hospital, so therefore the diagnosis is better. He prefers that you have it done at the hospital," the nurse replied. Ok. She thought I might hear about the appointment by the end of next week.
Ok. Now, I must focus on God. Pray, don't worry. But, I'm having trouble concentrating. Started phoning some friends to ask them to pray for peace & calmness for me as I wait for the appointment time. One friend said she just a procedure at Delta hospital and it didn't take too long to get her appointment. Thanks, God, for some encouragement!
October 2-4th: I got busy on my at-home projects to try to keep my mind off the health issue. Did not go to church because I just didn't feel well enough.
October 5th: I was scheduled to meet with a friend at 10:15 am, then have a massage at 1:00. I awoke not feeling well at all (cold/flu-ish or anxious?) and canceled both. By the afternoon, tho, I felt better. (This is not unusual, as I frequently do not feel well in the morning. The afternoon is my best time of day!)
I read the following in the Bible: "The Sovereign Lord is my strength. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he enables me to tread on the heights." Habbakuk 3:19, TNIV.
Yes, I, too, have experienced this. At times when I have felt physically weak, but needed to show up to do his ministry work, God strengthened me enough to perform the work. Many times! Here, in the scripture, the prophet compares the ability God gives him to overcome obstacles to the lightly treading hoof-steps of a deer and its surefootedness on rocky mountain terrain. God help me now!
I'm starting to feel calmer, thank you Lord. It is hard to pray for myself! I will focus on "resting in Him" until the end of the week. I'm thankful that others are praying for me! Thank YOU!
October 7th & 8th: I manage some outings including helping at the local homeless shelter sorting clothing donations. I'm still feeling relatively calm, but the issue is not far from my thoughts.
October 9th: went to the Lab to have routine blood tests done (the annual ones). Since the doctor's office is across the hallway, I went in after to find the nurse. She confirmed that they had not heard from Delta hospital yet, although, another patient had just rec'd her appointment time after waiting 2 or 3 weeks. I did not ask how long the patient would now have to wait for the appointment! (Did not want to know if it was going to be another few weeks for her!) I again asked about going to a private clinic, even to Washington state. She recommended I make an appointment to see the doctor. So I did, but, it turns out my doctor is now away for 3 weeks! So on Wednesday I will see his substitute who will hopefully answer my questions about this process and give my the OK to go to a private clinic.
My husband had taken the day off and we spent the day together investigating materials needed for one of our renovation projects. Or, did he just want to spend more time with me?! Such a nice husband!
Disappointed that no phone call came from the doctor's office. Now, with the Thanksgiving LONG weekend, three more days would be "wasted" waiting for the call. Am reconsidering going to a private clinic.
October 10th & 11th: Can "feel" the what-ever-it-is pressing against some other body part. No pain, just a gentle pressure. We continued working on our outdoor projects.
October 11th: went to church! Ah, the worship songs helped me focus on God's sovereignty. YES! We have a custom that when we go up to the front of the church to receive communion, there are prayer teams nearby if we want prayer. Today, I approached them (a husband and wife team) - quickly and very briefly gave my situation and asked for patience and calmness while I wait through this process and asked for healing, if in fact there is something wrong. Their prayers for me were thorough and sensitive. Plus, he prayed that God would sort out any glitches in our medical system to allow me to get prompt care. PLUS, he prayed that God would exercise his sovereignty over the process and the radiologist. YES - I felt God saying, It is OK to go to a private clinic because I AM in charge of the results and the doctors! I was so glad I'd gone up for prayer and so glad I'd gone to church! Thank you Jesus for your love!
ummm. It seems that God's sovereignty is the theme of this blog posting! Yes, I will focus on that! Please pray for me, and thank you in advance!
October 1st: Routine pelvic exam finds something "that needs checking out", "that doesn't quite feel right." Words from my doctor while examining the vicinity of my right ovary. I could feel that something was different, too. He never actually said, "Oh, I feel a lump on your ovary", just, "we need to send you for an ultrasound." I said, "And, you're not going to tell me what you think it is, are you?" "When I know, you'll know," he said. In a short discussion with the nurse, who was in the room at the time, he instructed her to send a request for the procedure to Delta hospital. Apparently, right now, there is a 3 month waiting period for this procedure at my nearest hospital, and at another one nearby they are discouraging new requests due to overwhelming demand. The nurse thought I could get seen at Delta within 2-4 weeks. Although, since word was out that Delta had shorter a waiting period, maybe more doctors were referring there. Who knows. The nurse assured me that she would call me as soon as the appointment info came back to the doctor's office.
Later, in thinking about what was going on in my pelvis, I remembered that I had occasionally felt some discomfort in that area for the past few months, but thought it was just the digestive process. Now, I realized that what I was feeling was "something".
October 2nd: Phoned the nurse at the doctor's office. Yes, she had sent the request right away, but did not know when they would reply. Apparently, each request is prioritized and then given an appropriate appointment time. umm. Does that mean if they call back soon, that I should worry? What if they give my case a lower priority, and then the diagnosis indicates I should have come in sooner? What about going to a private clinic, I ask. "I already asked the doctor that, he said the resolution of the ultrasound picture is better at a hospital, so therefore the diagnosis is better. He prefers that you have it done at the hospital," the nurse replied. Ok. She thought I might hear about the appointment by the end of next week.
Ok. Now, I must focus on God. Pray, don't worry. But, I'm having trouble concentrating. Started phoning some friends to ask them to pray for peace & calmness for me as I wait for the appointment time. One friend said she just a procedure at Delta hospital and it didn't take too long to get her appointment. Thanks, God, for some encouragement!
October 2-4th: I got busy on my at-home projects to try to keep my mind off the health issue. Did not go to church because I just didn't feel well enough.
October 5th: I was scheduled to meet with a friend at 10:15 am, then have a massage at 1:00. I awoke not feeling well at all (cold/flu-ish or anxious?) and canceled both. By the afternoon, tho, I felt better. (This is not unusual, as I frequently do not feel well in the morning. The afternoon is my best time of day!)
I read the following in the Bible: "The Sovereign Lord is my strength. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he enables me to tread on the heights." Habbakuk 3:19, TNIV.
Yes, I, too, have experienced this. At times when I have felt physically weak, but needed to show up to do his ministry work, God strengthened me enough to perform the work. Many times! Here, in the scripture, the prophet compares the ability God gives him to overcome obstacles to the lightly treading hoof-steps of a deer and its surefootedness on rocky mountain terrain. God help me now!
I'm starting to feel calmer, thank you Lord. It is hard to pray for myself! I will focus on "resting in Him" until the end of the week. I'm thankful that others are praying for me! Thank YOU!
October 7th & 8th: I manage some outings including helping at the local homeless shelter sorting clothing donations. I'm still feeling relatively calm, but the issue is not far from my thoughts.
October 9th: went to the Lab to have routine blood tests done (the annual ones). Since the doctor's office is across the hallway, I went in after to find the nurse. She confirmed that they had not heard from Delta hospital yet, although, another patient had just rec'd her appointment time after waiting 2 or 3 weeks. I did not ask how long the patient would now have to wait for the appointment! (Did not want to know if it was going to be another few weeks for her!) I again asked about going to a private clinic, even to Washington state. She recommended I make an appointment to see the doctor. So I did, but, it turns out my doctor is now away for 3 weeks! So on Wednesday I will see his substitute who will hopefully answer my questions about this process and give my the OK to go to a private clinic.
My husband had taken the day off and we spent the day together investigating materials needed for one of our renovation projects. Or, did he just want to spend more time with me?! Such a nice husband!
Disappointed that no phone call came from the doctor's office. Now, with the Thanksgiving LONG weekend, three more days would be "wasted" waiting for the call. Am reconsidering going to a private clinic.
October 10th & 11th: Can "feel" the what-ever-it-is pressing against some other body part. No pain, just a gentle pressure. We continued working on our outdoor projects.
October 11th: went to church! Ah, the worship songs helped me focus on God's sovereignty. YES! We have a custom that when we go up to the front of the church to receive communion, there are prayer teams nearby if we want prayer. Today, I approached them (a husband and wife team) - quickly and very briefly gave my situation and asked for patience and calmness while I wait through this process and asked for healing, if in fact there is something wrong. Their prayers for me were thorough and sensitive. Plus, he prayed that God would sort out any glitches in our medical system to allow me to get prompt care. PLUS, he prayed that God would exercise his sovereignty over the process and the radiologist. YES - I felt God saying, It is OK to go to a private clinic because I AM in charge of the results and the doctors! I was so glad I'd gone up for prayer and so glad I'd gone to church! Thank you Jesus for your love!
ummm. It seems that God's sovereignty is the theme of this blog posting! Yes, I will focus on that! Please pray for me, and thank you in advance!
From Limbo to Lindas
In a blog article posted August 21, 2009, called, “A Gentle Command,” I shared my desire to follow God’s leading with regard to my involvement with a ladies small group. My focus verse was,
“Commit everything you do to the Lord. Trust him, and he will help you” (Psalm 37:5 NLT).
The result was: discontinuing the ladies group at my previous church and getting ready to start a new one at my current church. I ended the blog with, “I am excited about the upcoming possibilities for ministry that the Lord will show me in the next few months.” Since that week, I have been in limbo, patiently, but expectantly, waiting for September to come & God to show me my new direction.
Here is what happened . . .
The plan for the new group was to use the pastor’s small group questions that coincided with his sermon series planned for October to December. The start date was set for Sept 23, giving the group members time to get acquainted with each other before we started the sermon questions. I spoke to the few women I know at the church, of which about four expressed interest in joining. Two days before the 23rd, it was down to two ladies confirmed. I was not worried, just curious as to what might happen. The new group had not been widely advertised by the church as, “we don’t generally advertise small groups.” Although disappointed at this lack of advertising support, I knew that God wanted me to go ahead because: God can only direct a person when she is moving! I needed to take the next step by faith in order for God to show me the direction. If many women showed up for the group, then, great! If few showed up, then, God would make clear a new direction.
Sep 23, 1:00 pm. I arrived at the church early feeling excited about what might happen. The two confirmed ladies, both with first name “Linda”, arrived and we waited to see if anyone else came. By 1:30, no one else appeared. The ladies were somewhat concerned, but I was not. I explained that God wanted me to take this step in faith, knowing that He would show me what to do next.
Earlier in the summer, God laid on my heart that my next involvement with a small group would include more, and frequent, community outreach activities. In sharing this with the two Lindas, they excitedly expressed similar desires! Not needing to sit in the room inside the church, we told the pastor (who was in his office) that the small group was cancelled, and that we had other ideas and would let him know later. As it was a very hot day, the ladies & I found a shady spot under a big leafy tree, outside the church building where we began our new focus group!
We pledged to meet every Wednesday to walk, encourage each other in our faith journey, AND to plan and participate in a variety of one-time community service projects. With a few ideas explored, we made plans to investigate specific possibilities, essentially, wanting to commit time for one project a month. Excited – we prayed for God’s guidance, eager to see how God would lead us to impact others in His Name!
Thank you God that I am not in limbo anymore, but am in ministry with two Lindas to do good works in our community. How excited we are to watch you direct us to meet others’ needs. Give us your strength and boldness to carry out this “Mission from God.”
“Commit everything you do to the Lord. Trust him, and he will help you” (Psalm 37:5 NLT).
The result was: discontinuing the ladies group at my previous church and getting ready to start a new one at my current church. I ended the blog with, “I am excited about the upcoming possibilities for ministry that the Lord will show me in the next few months.” Since that week, I have been in limbo, patiently, but expectantly, waiting for September to come & God to show me my new direction.
Here is what happened . . .
The plan for the new group was to use the pastor’s small group questions that coincided with his sermon series planned for October to December. The start date was set for Sept 23, giving the group members time to get acquainted with each other before we started the sermon questions. I spoke to the few women I know at the church, of which about four expressed interest in joining. Two days before the 23rd, it was down to two ladies confirmed. I was not worried, just curious as to what might happen. The new group had not been widely advertised by the church as, “we don’t generally advertise small groups.” Although disappointed at this lack of advertising support, I knew that God wanted me to go ahead because: God can only direct a person when she is moving! I needed to take the next step by faith in order for God to show me the direction. If many women showed up for the group, then, great! If few showed up, then, God would make clear a new direction.
Sep 23, 1:00 pm. I arrived at the church early feeling excited about what might happen. The two confirmed ladies, both with first name “Linda”, arrived and we waited to see if anyone else came. By 1:30, no one else appeared. The ladies were somewhat concerned, but I was not. I explained that God wanted me to take this step in faith, knowing that He would show me what to do next.
Earlier in the summer, God laid on my heart that my next involvement with a small group would include more, and frequent, community outreach activities. In sharing this with the two Lindas, they excitedly expressed similar desires! Not needing to sit in the room inside the church, we told the pastor (who was in his office) that the small group was cancelled, and that we had other ideas and would let him know later. As it was a very hot day, the ladies & I found a shady spot under a big leafy tree, outside the church building where we began our new focus group!
We pledged to meet every Wednesday to walk, encourage each other in our faith journey, AND to plan and participate in a variety of one-time community service projects. With a few ideas explored, we made plans to investigate specific possibilities, essentially, wanting to commit time for one project a month. Excited – we prayed for God’s guidance, eager to see how God would lead us to impact others in His Name!
Thank you God that I am not in limbo anymore, but am in ministry with two Lindas to do good works in our community. How excited we are to watch you direct us to meet others’ needs. Give us your strength and boldness to carry out this “Mission from God.”
In the Little Things
“But I am trusting you, O Lord, saying, ‘You are my God!’” Psalm 31:14 NLT
Do not be hesitant to trust and involve God in the little things in your life. I am not, and here is why – follow this conversation as it unfolds.
This morning I received an email from my daughter regarding flight changes she wishes to make. Here is the history: last fall, winter and spring she lived in London, England, working and traveling. Upon her arrival back home for the summer, she promptly booked a new flight for London for the end of the summer, with a return date of April 2010. However, as the summer progressed, she decided to change her plans and now wants to return at Christmas and stay. She had booked her new flights through Expedia to travel on British Airways. Last week, she contacted Expedia to change the return flight only to be told that after she makes the first flight, then she must contact BA to make the changes. Now, in London, as this morning's email told me, BA says to contact Expedia. Not being able to get through on the phone numbers given, she emailed me asking if I could call for her. Here is our Skype conversation:
Me: I could phone them from here and say that you are having trouble getting through and ask if there is another way you can reach them.
Dau: Great! Thanks!
Me: I'm calling them now . . . [Dialing the 1-800 number]
Me: ok, the next customer care representative will be with me shortly!
Me: (music playing while I wait on the phone)
Dau: :)
Me: I’m talking to a rep
Dau: ok
Me: they say you need to call BA
Dau: I did - they can't change it. They don't have the "booking rules". BA told me to tell Expedia they have to change it.
Me: she's double-checking
Dau: ok
Me: ok - call BA in London: 0844 4930 787 and give your BA confirmation number; not the Expedia number
Dau: so Expedia can't change it?
Me: correct - just like you found out before you left - once you've traveled, only the airlines can make the change. If you get a rep who says no, ask to speak to their supervisor
Dau: ok, I’m calling them right now!
Me: I'll say a little prayer!!! [I bow my head and ask God to make this possible!]
Dau: talking to them . . . they still say they can't do it, but she's put me on hold
Me: Dear God, make it possible! . . . [waiting, almost holding my breath]
Dau: it’s working! . . . they have to send it to their fares dept to figure out the difference (what I have to pay) but a seat is held for me for the flight before Christmas!
Me: thank you God!
So, there you have it. A little example of trusting God in the little things in my life. He is waiting for our requests. Now, it is your turn – what little thing can God make possible for you?
Do not be hesitant to trust and involve God in the little things in your life. I am not, and here is why – follow this conversation as it unfolds.
This morning I received an email from my daughter regarding flight changes she wishes to make. Here is the history: last fall, winter and spring she lived in London, England, working and traveling. Upon her arrival back home for the summer, she promptly booked a new flight for London for the end of the summer, with a return date of April 2010. However, as the summer progressed, she decided to change her plans and now wants to return at Christmas and stay. She had booked her new flights through Expedia to travel on British Airways. Last week, she contacted Expedia to change the return flight only to be told that after she makes the first flight, then she must contact BA to make the changes. Now, in London, as this morning's email told me, BA says to contact Expedia. Not being able to get through on the phone numbers given, she emailed me asking if I could call for her. Here is our Skype conversation:
Me: I could phone them from here and say that you are having trouble getting through and ask if there is another way you can reach them.
Dau: Great! Thanks!
Me: I'm calling them now . . . [Dialing the 1-800 number]
Me: ok, the next customer care representative will be with me shortly!
Me: (music playing while I wait on the phone)
Dau: :)
Me: I’m talking to a rep
Dau: ok
Me: they say you need to call BA
Dau: I did - they can't change it. They don't have the "booking rules". BA told me to tell Expedia they have to change it.
Me: she's double-checking
Dau: ok
Me: ok - call BA in London: 0844 4930 787 and give your BA confirmation number; not the Expedia number
Dau: so Expedia can't change it?
Me: correct - just like you found out before you left - once you've traveled, only the airlines can make the change. If you get a rep who says no, ask to speak to their supervisor
Dau: ok, I’m calling them right now!
Me: I'll say a little prayer!!! [I bow my head and ask God to make this possible!]
Dau: talking to them . . . they still say they can't do it, but she's put me on hold
Me: Dear God, make it possible! . . . [waiting, almost holding my breath]
Dau: it’s working! . . . they have to send it to their fares dept to figure out the difference (what I have to pay) but a seat is held for me for the flight before Christmas!
Me: thank you God!
So, there you have it. A little example of trusting God in the little things in my life. He is waiting for our requests. Now, it is your turn – what little thing can God make possible for you?
Baptisms Galore!
“After his baptism, Jesus came up out of the water, the heavens were opened and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove and settling on him. And a voice from heaven said, “This is my beloved Son, and I am fully pleased with him” (Matthew 3:16,17 NLT).Jesus set the example for us. His final instructions to the disciples included, “ . . . go and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit” (28:19). This is what happened at my church one August Sunday. Twenty-two people, who had confessed that Jesus is their Lord and Saviour, wanted to be baptized in obedience of Christ’s command and as an public declaration of their faith. Here is a little of what happened . . .
A Gentle Command
Here is the basic premise that I follow, as much as I can, when seeking God’s will for my life no matter what the issue is:
“Commit everything you do to the Lord. Trust him, and he will help you” (Psalm 37:5 NLT).
That is what I have been doing this summer. When my ladies’ group stopped for the summer break last June, I, as facilitator, committed to the Lord the direction for our Fall Bible study and trusted Him to show me which material to select in time for our September start-up. At our last meeting, we agreed on the general topic of, ‘Jesus and how he related to women’. As the summer weeks went by, I visited the local Christian bookstores to thumb through the many excellent books and study guides available. I bought a couple of books in June and started reading them. But, neither seemed quite right. I kept praying:
“Show me the path where I should walk, O Lord; point out the right road for me to follow” (Psalm 25:4).
Meaning, in this case, please lead me to the right material for our group. I did not pray every day nor did I actually read from the books every day, although I was diligently making my way through them. The first two books did not seem quite right. It was the middle of the summer now, so I prayed again about the choice of study material.
A gentle command spoke into my mind: “Don’t lead this group.”
Me: “But God, I love these ladies. Through our interaction with each other and with the Holy Spirit, we have learned so much over the past three years. I said I would continue. I do not want to go back on my word.”
A gentle command: “Don’t lead it.”
Me: “Well, Lord, I am sure I can do all that you want AND keep leading this ladies’ group, too.”
The voice was silent.
I started reading another book on our topic, which was interesting, but I still did not get that reassuring feeling in my gut. Three weeks later, still contemplating what to do, I asked the Lord again to lead me to the right resources because I want to:
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will direct your paths” (Proverbs 3:5,6).
A gentle command again: “Don’t lead it.”
Me: “OK, Lord. Even though it will make me sad and I will miss these ladies, I will obey. You know my schedule. You know the unexpected. You know my limits.”
I obeyed, and then I felt free. Despite my sadness about the loss of regular contact with these ladies, by God’s grace I was ready to end my ties with the group and be open to the new ministry God had in mind for me. That was Monday. On Tuesday, I called the pastor at that church and discussed the situation with her. Afterward, I contacted each member of the ladies’ group explaining the change and that the pastor would help them get going without me. Wednesday, I met with the pastor at my new church and received confirmation to start a new ladies’ group there. I am excited about the upcoming possibilities for ministry that the Lord will show me in the next few months.
Lord, thank you for your words that remind me to commit all my activities to your guidance; to trust you at the same time; and to then walk the path you show me. Thank you for your gentle, but persistent commands, which you speak in answer to my prayers. Please bless the ladies as they continue to grow closer to you. Thank you that I had the pleasure of seeing YOU in our midst, leading us gently, drawing us closer to your heart. Amen.
“Commit everything you do to the Lord. Trust him, and he will help you” (Psalm 37:5 NLT).
That is what I have been doing this summer. When my ladies’ group stopped for the summer break last June, I, as facilitator, committed to the Lord the direction for our Fall Bible study and trusted Him to show me which material to select in time for our September start-up. At our last meeting, we agreed on the general topic of, ‘Jesus and how he related to women’. As the summer weeks went by, I visited the local Christian bookstores to thumb through the many excellent books and study guides available. I bought a couple of books in June and started reading them. But, neither seemed quite right. I kept praying:
“Show me the path where I should walk, O Lord; point out the right road for me to follow” (Psalm 25:4).
Meaning, in this case, please lead me to the right material for our group. I did not pray every day nor did I actually read from the books every day, although I was diligently making my way through them. The first two books did not seem quite right. It was the middle of the summer now, so I prayed again about the choice of study material.
A gentle command spoke into my mind: “Don’t lead this group.”
Me: “But God, I love these ladies. Through our interaction with each other and with the Holy Spirit, we have learned so much over the past three years. I said I would continue. I do not want to go back on my word.”
A gentle command: “Don’t lead it.”
Me: “Well, Lord, I am sure I can do all that you want AND keep leading this ladies’ group, too.”
The voice was silent.
I started reading another book on our topic, which was interesting, but I still did not get that reassuring feeling in my gut. Three weeks later, still contemplating what to do, I asked the Lord again to lead me to the right resources because I want to:
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will direct your paths” (Proverbs 3:5,6).
A gentle command again: “Don’t lead it.”
Me: “OK, Lord. Even though it will make me sad and I will miss these ladies, I will obey. You know my schedule. You know the unexpected. You know my limits.”
I obeyed, and then I felt free. Despite my sadness about the loss of regular contact with these ladies, by God’s grace I was ready to end my ties with the group and be open to the new ministry God had in mind for me. That was Monday. On Tuesday, I called the pastor at that church and discussed the situation with her. Afterward, I contacted each member of the ladies’ group explaining the change and that the pastor would help them get going without me. Wednesday, I met with the pastor at my new church and received confirmation to start a new ladies’ group there. I am excited about the upcoming possibilities for ministry that the Lord will show me in the next few months.
Lord, thank you for your words that remind me to commit all my activities to your guidance; to trust you at the same time; and to then walk the path you show me. Thank you for your gentle, but persistent commands, which you speak in answer to my prayers. Please bless the ladies as they continue to grow closer to you. Thank you that I had the pleasure of seeing YOU in our midst, leading us gently, drawing us closer to your heart. Amen.
A Jealous God
“Then God said, “Let us make people in our image, to be like ourselves . . . So God created people in his own image; God patterned them after himself; male and female he created them.” Genesis 1:26, 27 NLT
Normally, when I read, or remember, this verse, I am encouraged and know that I am special. I am pleased that I hold (or have the potential to hold) many of God’s characteristics such as the ability to love, forgive, show mercy, and offer grace. But, God the Father as well as Jesus are also shown in the Bible with not so pretty traits: anger, hate, and jealousy. Does this mean I have these traits, too? In particular, I think of the latter trait, jealousy, and an apparent contradiction seen in the Bible. Here is a sticky question that sometimes plagues me: Given that we are created in God’s image (as the above verse tells us), why does God get to be jealous in the second commandment but we cannot covet in the tenth commandment? In order to sort this out, let us start with two word studies, then investigate the context, and, finally, find the answer.
First, the tenth commandment: “You shall not covet your neighbor’s house. Do not covet your neighbor’s wife, male or female servant, ox or donkey, or anything else your neighbor owns” (Exodus 20:17).
Clarifying the meaning of covet is a good place to start. The word comes from the Hebrew, chamad, which means ‘to delight in, beauty, greatly beloved, covet, delectable thing, lust, and precious thing’. Notice, there is quite a range of “coveting” within this definition, from merely ‘delighting in’ to ‘lusting’ (which I would define as an uncontrollable desire). Further, the definition of covet from www.dictionary.reference.com is 'to desire wrongfully, inordinately, or without due regard for the rights of others, e.g. to covet another's property'. Envy is listed as a synonym. This definition leans toward a negative implication for covet. In addition, the Life Application Study Bible explains that coveting is to wish to have someone else’s belongings, not simply admiring them; that coveting includes envy, which is resenting the fact that others have what you do not. Finally, in checking other English versions of this verse, the word covet is used most frequently with envy and lusting used once each. So far, so good. Let us continue.
Next, the second commandment: “For I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God” (Exodus 20:5).
Frequently, in our English language, we interchange the use of jealous, envy, and covet so perhaps the Hebrew is the same. But, no, this word jealous is from the word qanna, meaning to be jealous or envious. In fact, this is an official name of God: Kanna, or Qanna, and is found in Exodus 20:5, 34:14; Deuteronomy 5:9; Isaiah 9:7; and Zechariah 1:14, 8:2. There is no denying it; our Lord is a jealous God. So, given that these two words, jealous and covet, seem to have similar meanings, and that God is a jealous God, why cannot we covet our neighbours’ possessions?
This answer comes when we take the verses in context with the setting and other verses next to them. The second commandment tells the Hebrews not to make or worship idols (false gods) and expands on the first commandment not to worship any other gods. All because God is a jealous God. As our creator, he wants all our affections, our attention, and our worship on him, the One True God, the Lord. My conclusion then, is that if we seriously desire/covet our neighbours’ belongings and focus our attention on getting those things, then we are putting our faith in these things, not God. By following the tenth commandment, we can obey the second commandment!
With that sorted out, I return to my original dilemma: since we are made in God’s image, how is it that we can be jealous, but not covet? Thankfully, I found a good answer in the Apostle Paul’s second letter to the Corinthians. Paul says, “I am jealous for you with a godly jealousy” (2 Cor 11:2). Again, I turned to the word study. The first jealous here is Greek for 'to desire, to be jealous over, to have zeal'. Jealousy in Greek is zelos meaning 'to have zeal, heated desire either favourable or unfavourable'. Again, it was still somewhat confusing until I looked at for what Paul is jealous. His was a godly jealousy – he is thinking like God – he wants the Corinthians to worship God alone, just what God wants! Paul does not want their possessions; he wants their whole attention to focus on the Lord God.
So, Lord, help me to not be jealous of, or envious of, or covetous of my neighbours’ belongings, but rather, help me to reflect your image by being jealous for others’ worship to go to you. Help me to focus my worship on you. Help me to remember that you provide for all my earthly needs and that you shower me with the blessings most appropriate for my circumstances. May my satisfaction and worship rest in you. Amen.
Normally, when I read, or remember, this verse, I am encouraged and know that I am special. I am pleased that I hold (or have the potential to hold) many of God’s characteristics such as the ability to love, forgive, show mercy, and offer grace. But, God the Father as well as Jesus are also shown in the Bible with not so pretty traits: anger, hate, and jealousy. Does this mean I have these traits, too? In particular, I think of the latter trait, jealousy, and an apparent contradiction seen in the Bible. Here is a sticky question that sometimes plagues me: Given that we are created in God’s image (as the above verse tells us), why does God get to be jealous in the second commandment but we cannot covet in the tenth commandment? In order to sort this out, let us start with two word studies, then investigate the context, and, finally, find the answer.
First, the tenth commandment: “You shall not covet your neighbor’s house. Do not covet your neighbor’s wife, male or female servant, ox or donkey, or anything else your neighbor owns” (Exodus 20:17).
Clarifying the meaning of covet is a good place to start. The word comes from the Hebrew, chamad, which means ‘to delight in, beauty, greatly beloved, covet, delectable thing, lust, and precious thing’. Notice, there is quite a range of “coveting” within this definition, from merely ‘delighting in’ to ‘lusting’ (which I would define as an uncontrollable desire). Further, the definition of covet from www.dictionary.reference.com is 'to desire wrongfully, inordinately, or without due regard for the rights of others, e.g. to covet another's property'. Envy is listed as a synonym. This definition leans toward a negative implication for covet. In addition, the Life Application Study Bible explains that coveting is to wish to have someone else’s belongings, not simply admiring them; that coveting includes envy, which is resenting the fact that others have what you do not. Finally, in checking other English versions of this verse, the word covet is used most frequently with envy and lusting used once each. So far, so good. Let us continue.
Next, the second commandment: “For I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God” (Exodus 20:5).
Frequently, in our English language, we interchange the use of jealous, envy, and covet so perhaps the Hebrew is the same. But, no, this word jealous is from the word qanna, meaning to be jealous or envious. In fact, this is an official name of God: Kanna, or Qanna, and is found in Exodus 20:5, 34:14; Deuteronomy 5:9; Isaiah 9:7; and Zechariah 1:14, 8:2. There is no denying it; our Lord is a jealous God. So, given that these two words, jealous and covet, seem to have similar meanings, and that God is a jealous God, why cannot we covet our neighbours’ possessions?
This answer comes when we take the verses in context with the setting and other verses next to them. The second commandment tells the Hebrews not to make or worship idols (false gods) and expands on the first commandment not to worship any other gods. All because God is a jealous God. As our creator, he wants all our affections, our attention, and our worship on him, the One True God, the Lord. My conclusion then, is that if we seriously desire/covet our neighbours’ belongings and focus our attention on getting those things, then we are putting our faith in these things, not God. By following the tenth commandment, we can obey the second commandment!
With that sorted out, I return to my original dilemma: since we are made in God’s image, how is it that we can be jealous, but not covet? Thankfully, I found a good answer in the Apostle Paul’s second letter to the Corinthians. Paul says, “I am jealous for you with a godly jealousy” (2 Cor 11:2). Again, I turned to the word study. The first jealous here is Greek for 'to desire, to be jealous over, to have zeal'. Jealousy in Greek is zelos meaning 'to have zeal, heated desire either favourable or unfavourable'. Again, it was still somewhat confusing until I looked at for what Paul is jealous. His was a godly jealousy – he is thinking like God – he wants the Corinthians to worship God alone, just what God wants! Paul does not want their possessions; he wants their whole attention to focus on the Lord God.
So, Lord, help me to not be jealous of, or envious of, or covetous of my neighbours’ belongings, but rather, help me to reflect your image by being jealous for others’ worship to go to you. Help me to focus my worship on you. Help me to remember that you provide for all my earthly needs and that you shower me with the blessings most appropriate for my circumstances. May my satisfaction and worship rest in you. Amen.
The Ordinary Sparrow
“Not even a sparrow, worth only half a penny, can fall to the ground without your Father knowing it. And the very hairs on your head are all numbered. So don’t be afraid; you are more valuable to him than a whole flock of sparrows.” Matthew 10:29, 31 NLT
Expect persecution from wolves; yet be as wary as snakes and as harmless as doves. So Jesus begins his instructions to the twelve disciples as he sends them out to evangelize their fellow Jews. He characterized what would happen to them and how they should react by using familiar wildlife to emphasize his points (Matt 10:16-42). But, then, a sparrow. Can you imagine that Jesus compared his closest disciples to a sparrow? Flitting around the ground and shrubs as they ate seeds and insects, these little birds seemed rather inconsequential to the daily lives of the first century Jews. Apparently, the only good purpose they served was as sacrificial offerings bought by very poor people. Yet, God knew the plight of even this ordinary sparrow.
Surely, Jesus would describe his main men as high-flying eagles, swift foxes, powerful lions, or tireless camels, but he pictured snakes, doves, and sparrows. However, just as he later chose to ride a humble donkey for his triumphal entry into Jerusalem, he chose the ordinary sparrow to illustrate his comparison of value. During the lengthy instructions he gave to the disciples for their mission trip, he repeated, “Don’t be afraid” and “Don’t worry”. Why? Because only their bodies could be destroyed, not their souls. Only God can destroy souls, and only of those who do not openly acknowledge him. As he assured them that their opposition could not bring eternal harm, he assured them of their value to him. They were more valuable than a whole flock of sparrows!
It is not that they were worth the SAME as the whole flock; they were worth MORE than the whole flock. In fact, the disciples were SO valuable to him that he even knew the number of hairs on each of their heads! He assured them that just as the Father knew when a sparrow was in trouble, so he would know of their trials and tribulations. From Psalm 139, we learn of the details that God knows about each of us. He knows our thoughts before we think them. He knows where we are no matter what the situation. He even created us from conception in our mother’s womb. He planned our days. His thoughts about each one of us number more than the grains of sand on the beach! Wow! Just as the psalmist David says in awe, “How precious to me are your thoughts, God!” (Psalm 139:17), I also am overwhelmed as I begin to fathom the depth of my value to God. It is not because I perform for him, but because he lovingly created me to be his child. Thus, when Jesus says, “Don’t be afraid” or “Don’t worry”, he means it!
Many days I think my life is just ordinary, like the little sparrow. Should not I strive to fly high like an eagle? Well, not necessarily. If God wanted all birds to fly high, he would not have created sparrows! I thank God for these verses that remind me to accept the heavenly value that God places on both my temporary earthly life and my eternal heavenly life. While I flit about in, and interact with, my local habitat, I trust God to lead me to make a difference for his Kingdom. Just as God cares for the ordinary sparrow, so he cares even more for me.
Lord, your gracious love for me, and my fellow readers, is quite overwhelming! Remind us of your daily divine interaction with our lives, with our souls, as we go about making a difference for your Kingdom. Your hand is there to catch us, to guide us, and send us on our way. Mine: an ordinary life. Yours: an extraordinary love! I praise you and thank you!
Dead to . . .
“All of us who were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death . . . For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body ruled by sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves to sin – because anyone who has died has been set free from sin.” Romans 6: 3, 6, 11 TNIV
“Dead to sin, alive to God!” The pastor declared repeatedly during a sermon about baptism. Many people attending the church were preparing for this next step in their faith journey and the pastor wanted to impress its importance. Following Jesus Christ’s example, this act of immersion under water is a Christian tradition that publicly declares a person’s commitment to follow Jesus. The believer is dipped under the surface of the water representing, as the Apostle Paul explains in Romans, that one’s old sinful self dies, then upon being brought back out of the water, the person is declared alive in Christ.
“Dead to sin, alive to God!” Yes, pastor, I was baptized 14 years ago. I am faithfully following Jesus and aiming to lead my life as God directs.
“Dead to sin, alive to God!” As the repetition of this phrase continued, my focus changed from thinking about those new baptism candidates to the sins now “dead” in my life since my baptism. Here is my list so far:
self-righteousness
self-confidence
self-helper
selfishness
fearfulness
self-identity
worry
insecurity
pornography
dishonesty
power-grabbing
unhealthy cravings
stubbornness
Well, I am sure there are more, but those are the ones that came to mind right away. So, while some of these issues I still deal with, the consequences of them are “dead” because Christ’s resurrection broke the power of sin and death upon humankind. Now, I am now alive to God! Galatians 2:20: “I myself no longer live, but Christ lives in me.”
Dear readers, have you committed your heart to Jesus? Do you want to let him rule your life? If yes, make sure you celebrate your new identity with baptism! If no, please consider making the decision to be "dead to sin, alive to God!" Jesus is waiting for you with open arms!
“Dead to sin, alive to God!” The pastor declared repeatedly during a sermon about baptism. Many people attending the church were preparing for this next step in their faith journey and the pastor wanted to impress its importance. Following Jesus Christ’s example, this act of immersion under water is a Christian tradition that publicly declares a person’s commitment to follow Jesus. The believer is dipped under the surface of the water representing, as the Apostle Paul explains in Romans, that one’s old sinful self dies, then upon being brought back out of the water, the person is declared alive in Christ.
“Dead to sin, alive to God!” Yes, pastor, I was baptized 14 years ago. I am faithfully following Jesus and aiming to lead my life as God directs.
“Dead to sin, alive to God!” As the repetition of this phrase continued, my focus changed from thinking about those new baptism candidates to the sins now “dead” in my life since my baptism. Here is my list so far:
self-righteousness
self-confidence
self-helper
selfishness
fearfulness
self-identity
worry
insecurity
pornography
dishonesty
power-grabbing
unhealthy cravings
stubbornness
Well, I am sure there are more, but those are the ones that came to mind right away. So, while some of these issues I still deal with, the consequences of them are “dead” because Christ’s resurrection broke the power of sin and death upon humankind. Now, I am now alive to God! Galatians 2:20: “I myself no longer live, but Christ lives in me.”
Dear readers, have you committed your heart to Jesus? Do you want to let him rule your life? If yes, make sure you celebrate your new identity with baptism! If no, please consider making the decision to be "dead to sin, alive to God!" Jesus is waiting for you with open arms!
Belt of Truth
“Use every piece of God’s armor to resist the enemy in the time of evil, so that after the battle you will still be standing firm. Stand your ground, putting on the sturdy belt of truth . . .” Ephesians 6:13, 14 NLT
It was early May and I was two-thirds through a course which guides the participants through a process that reveals their unique purpose in God’s Kingdom. Each week’s exercises explores different aspects of us including core values, personality traits, spiritual gifts, key life experiences, natural abilities, learned skills, and passions. By that point, we had discovered our own personal mission statement and were ready to complete the remaining classes to learn how to take the words and put them into action. This is when my trouble started. I was under attack!
Just when I felt confident, and even joyful, in accepting my uniqueness as given by God for a purpose, and not deficient as I was used to thinking, evil forces moved in to undermine my involvement in God’s Kingdom. “Oh, you don’t really think that other Christians want your services, do you? This church already has someone else offering the service you want to offer – you’re not needed in this church. Really, with your osteoarthritis you need to take more time to take care of yourself rather than spending time encouraging others' faith. What about your other commitments? You are too busy to take on a new commitment.” And so it went. In May, I wrote a blog called, “Overwhelmed,” in which I shared the situations leading to a stress attack. But, I knew the truth!
The truth was that I was under attack from the devil. The Apostle Paul warns about the “strategies and tricks of the devil. For we are not fighting against people made of flesh and blood, but against the evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against those mighty powers of darkness who rule this world, and against wicked spirits in the heavenly realms” (vs. 11, 12). Fortunately, I knew the truth of my attack because I read the Bible on an almost daily basis. I listen carefully to sermons. I read about other Christian’s experiences in ministry. I knew that the devil only attacks believers who are actually doing something to advance the Kingdom of God. I knew about his evil attacks from previous personal experiences. However, I knew that I must “be strong with the Lord’s might power” (vs. 10). Putting on all of God’s armor would enable me to stand firm against this evil.
By strapping God’s Belt of Truth around my waist, I accessed the advantages of this first piece of armor - the advantages of having God on my side. God is the most powerful being in the universe (Genesis 1, Job 38-41). God has already dealt with the devil and has numbered his days (Revelation 20:10). God uniquely created me with purpose – I am of value to Him (Psalm 139). God paved the way, through the birth, death, and resurrection of His Son Jesus Christ, for me to spend eternity with Him in heaven, rather than in hell with the devil (John 3:16, 17). God’s Holy Spirit is living in me, guiding me to God’s Truth and reminding me of Christ’s teachings (John 14:15-26). God leads me victorious!
It is two months later, now, and I continue to stand firm in my belief that God has a unique purpose for me. Although this purpose changes from season to season, and year to year, He still has plans for me to influence others on their faith journey. The Truth is that God’s love for me deflects the feelings of defeat and uselessness thrown at me by the evil one. The Truth is that God is my refuge and my fortress, Jesus is my saviour, and the Holy Spirit reigns in me. The Truth is that with Him, I shall overcome!
Dear Readers: Are you struggling right now in your service in God’s Kingdom? Are you questioning your effectiveness? Are you weighed down by disappointment or defeat? Turn to God. Let Him deflect the fiery arrows sent by the evil one. Strap on God’s Belt of Truth and the rest of the His armor. Strap this Truth onto your consciousness: “For I can do everything with the help of Christ who gives me the strength I need” (Philippians 4:13). Then you, too, shall overcome!
Taking a break
Hello friends,
Just to let you know that I am taking a break from writing in my blog this month (June). I am completing a very big writing project - a family history project, and then taking 2 weeks holiday.
I 'm still making notes about what God is teaching, tho, so see you back in July.
God bless you,
Barbara
Just to let you know that I am taking a break from writing in my blog this month (June). I am completing a very big writing project - a family history project, and then taking 2 weeks holiday.
I 'm still making notes about what God is teaching, tho, so see you back in July.
God bless you,
Barbara
The Rs of God
“I will praise you, Lord, with all my heart;
I will tell of all your wonderful deeds.
I will be glad and rejoice in you;
I will sing the praises of your name, O most High.”
Psalm 9:1, 2 TNIV
I will tell of all your wonderful deeds.
I will be glad and rejoice in you;
I will sing the praises of your name, O most High.”
Psalm 9:1, 2 TNIV
What an exciting introduction to this psalm! Already, David, the author, has the reader in suspense waiting to hear what those ‘wonderful deeds’ are. He does not delay, but leaps into descriptions of some of God’s amazing attributes. After which I cannot help but respond with my praise!
God repulses my enemies making them stumble and perish (v. 3).
I praise you for placing your hedge of protection around me.
God is a righteous judge voting in my favour, supporting my cause (v. 4), and ensnaring the wicked in their own works (v. 16).
I praise you for proving me innocent of my sins through the saving actions of Jesus Christ. I praise you for keeping your enemies away from me.
He rebukes nations and destroys those who oppose Him, blotting out their names forever (v. 5).
I praise you for directing the leaders of the world’s countries and removing those who go against you.
He brings ruin to my enemies, erasing any memory of them (v. 6).
I praise you that I no longer need to think about those who oppose me.
God reigns from his throne forever (v. 7).
Hallelujah! My God is King of the universe!
He rules the world in righteousness and judges fairly (v. 8).
I praise you that you rule your kingdom with fairness and compassion.
The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed and the troubled (v. 9).
I praise you for sheltering my body, my emotions and my mental state when under duress.
The Lord remembers those who trust Him to meet their needs and bring hope to their lives (vs. 10, 18).
I praise you knowing in advance you provide for all my needs and give me hope for the future.
God gets revenge on those who inflict pain and suffering on others (v. 12).
I praise you because I can step aside as you exert punishment upon my oppressors.
Lord, as I reflect on your wonderful deeds and respond with praise, I pray that my readers will also learn to look and find evidence of your handiwork in their lives. Amen.
Revealed
Job speaks about God: “He reveals the deep things of darkness and brings utter darkness into the light.” Job 12:22 TNIV
Job enjoyed many blessings from God including a large family, honoured status within his community, large numbers of livestock and great holdings of land. He was known as “a man of complete integrity. He feared God and stayed away from evil” (Job 1:1). Then, for seemingly no reason, all he had was taken away – his children, livestock, servants, and health. Job retreated in pain and anguish wanting to be left for dead, asking, “God, why I am suffering?” Despite this devastating personal loss, Job remained confident in God’s power and control over the world and everyone in it.
“In his hand is the life of every creature and the breath of every human being . . . To him belong strength and insight” (12:10, 16).
Job’s focus was on God’s rule in people’s lives and how God controlled the physical aspects of our planet (verses 11-21). Then in verse 22, he admits that God “reveals the deep things of darkness and brings utter darkness into the light.” Did Job have a moment when he thought God would reveal some sin inside his heart that would explain all his recent misery? Hard to say, but I stopped to consider the physical distress I was in and wondered if there was some deep dark thing God needed to shine his righteous light upon.
Me: “God, why am I suffering? Please reveal any deep things of darkness within my heart, within my soul,” I pleaded and waited.
The light shone: “Beloved, you are carrying around guilt that is not yours.”
Me: “Oh, Lord, we invested in the stock market allowing for average risk, and now our funds have lost significant value. Lord, it is not my fault that the world has gone into recession, but I still feel guilty that we lost the money you gave us. I really wanted to be a good steward. I’m sorry Lord.”
God: “Beloved, who is in control of the things of the world? Who created all the resources in the world? Who gave people brains to build factories that produce goods for your comfort? Who sets the directions for the world’s leaders to take? I do. I know about the recession. You need to trust me more.”
Me: “Yes, Lord, forgive me for taking on unnecessary guilt. How I’ve suffered under that heavy load. Lord, cleanse my mind from this underlying stressor. Bring peace to my heart.”
God: “And, Beloved, stop worrying about the loss. Focus on me – your Jehovah Jireh. I will provide all that you need.”
Me: “Thank you Lord. My heart is free now. Your light has replaced the darkness. No more guilt. You are my Provider. My life is in your hands. I admit, like Job, “I know that you can do all things; no purpose of yours can be thwarted” (42:2). You are an awesome God! Amen.”
Job enjoyed many blessings from God including a large family, honoured status within his community, large numbers of livestock and great holdings of land. He was known as “a man of complete integrity. He feared God and stayed away from evil” (Job 1:1). Then, for seemingly no reason, all he had was taken away – his children, livestock, servants, and health. Job retreated in pain and anguish wanting to be left for dead, asking, “God, why I am suffering?” Despite this devastating personal loss, Job remained confident in God’s power and control over the world and everyone in it.
“In his hand is the life of every creature and the breath of every human being . . . To him belong strength and insight” (12:10, 16).
Job’s focus was on God’s rule in people’s lives and how God controlled the physical aspects of our planet (verses 11-21). Then in verse 22, he admits that God “reveals the deep things of darkness and brings utter darkness into the light.” Did Job have a moment when he thought God would reveal some sin inside his heart that would explain all his recent misery? Hard to say, but I stopped to consider the physical distress I was in and wondered if there was some deep dark thing God needed to shine his righteous light upon.
Me: “God, why am I suffering? Please reveal any deep things of darkness within my heart, within my soul,” I pleaded and waited.
The light shone: “Beloved, you are carrying around guilt that is not yours.”
Me: “Oh, Lord, we invested in the stock market allowing for average risk, and now our funds have lost significant value. Lord, it is not my fault that the world has gone into recession, but I still feel guilty that we lost the money you gave us. I really wanted to be a good steward. I’m sorry Lord.”
God: “Beloved, who is in control of the things of the world? Who created all the resources in the world? Who gave people brains to build factories that produce goods for your comfort? Who sets the directions for the world’s leaders to take? I do. I know about the recession. You need to trust me more.”
Me: “Yes, Lord, forgive me for taking on unnecessary guilt. How I’ve suffered under that heavy load. Lord, cleanse my mind from this underlying stressor. Bring peace to my heart.”
God: “And, Beloved, stop worrying about the loss. Focus on me – your Jehovah Jireh. I will provide all that you need.”
Me: “Thank you Lord. My heart is free now. Your light has replaced the darkness. No more guilt. You are my Provider. My life is in your hands. I admit, like Job, “I know that you can do all things; no purpose of yours can be thwarted” (42:2). You are an awesome God! Amen.”
The Sponge Effect
“Spend your time and energy in training yourself for spiritual fitness. Physical exercise has some value, but spiritual exercise is much more important, for it promises a reward in both this life and the next.” 1 Timothy 4:7, 8 NLT
“You have osteoarthritis,” the doctor concluded. After waiting six months to see this specialist of rheumatology, I now had the explanation for my “various aches and pains”. As the reality sunk in, I was both glad and sad. Glad to have my random bouts of pain validated as real, but sad to learn that there is no cure, only daily management of symptoms. With a list of recommended resources to investigate, I started up the steep learning curve of the challenge of daily pain management.
One interesting fact is the role that cartilage plays in joint movement. Cartilage is the slippery, sponge-like tissue that acts as a cushion between the bones of a joint, allowing for ease of movement. When the joint is at rest, the cartilage nourishes itself by soaking in the surrounding synovial fluid, just as a sponge soaks up water. Then, when in motion with the bones pressing against each other, the waste fluids are squeezed out of the cartilage. Wonderfully, frequent joint movement keeps cartilage healthy. By contrast, without movement, the cartilage breaks down allowing the joint’s bones to rub against each other causing inflammation and pain, which is osteoarthritis. With such an amazing yet simple explanation of joint function, I am very motivated to follow advice number one: exercise daily! I want to keep my joint “sponges” from degenerating any further.
The Apostle Paul agreed that physical fitness is important, but he also stressed to his readers that spiritual fitness is even more important. So, what exercises can we do in order to have our spiritual life in line with God’s eternal plan? Of course, this answer fills many, many books, but a simple list works well. Before we begin a routine of daily spiritual fitness, we must have the right starting point. Initially, we humble ourselves before God by acknowledging that His Son, Jesus Christ, came to earth as a man to die on a cross in payment for our sins (1 John 4:9, 10). Then, we may proceed with daily spiritual exercising which includes:
1. reading God’s book, the Bible, as it is useful to teach us what is true and make us realize what is wrong in our lives (2 Timothy 3:16). Not only read the Bible, but also meditate on its truths and take its precepts into our hearts (Psalm 119:97, 98);
2. confessing our sins and changing from our ungodly ways. Trust in the Lord with all our hearts and do not depend on our own understanding. Seek his will in all we do, and he will direct our paths (Proverbs 3:5, 6);
3. love God (Deuteronomy 6:5), love our neighbours (Luke 10:29-37), and love our enemies (Matthew 5:44).
Now, we could list many more exercises, but in keeping the list short and easy to remember, we may stay focused on keeping our spiritual fitness in the “excellent” category. Within each exercise are many details for strengthening our faith.
Just as I am motivated to exercise daily for physical health, as a follower of Christ I am even more motivated to keep up with my spiritual exercises. My spiritual self yearns for nourishment on a daily basis and is thankful for the benefits. Inner joy is received when God speaks to me through my daily Bible time. A fresh start on God’s path comes after confession, followed by a calm assurance that rests over me when I trust in Him. A sense of belonging and purpose follows when God’s love flows through me. In addition, eternal life with Jesus in heaven awaits me in the afterlife.
Lord, thank you for revealing the secret workings of our physical bodies. Continue to keep my body working like a sponge - soaking in nourishment from healthy foods and regular exercise. Even more, Lord, thank you for revealing yourself to me through the Bible. Continue to keep my heart like a sponge – soaking in spiritual nourishment from your Bible and your very presence. I pray for my readers that they, too, will seek you and keep themselves spiritually fit as each new day dawns. Amen.
“You have osteoarthritis,” the doctor concluded. After waiting six months to see this specialist of rheumatology, I now had the explanation for my “various aches and pains”. As the reality sunk in, I was both glad and sad. Glad to have my random bouts of pain validated as real, but sad to learn that there is no cure, only daily management of symptoms. With a list of recommended resources to investigate, I started up the steep learning curve of the challenge of daily pain management.
One interesting fact is the role that cartilage plays in joint movement. Cartilage is the slippery, sponge-like tissue that acts as a cushion between the bones of a joint, allowing for ease of movement. When the joint is at rest, the cartilage nourishes itself by soaking in the surrounding synovial fluid, just as a sponge soaks up water. Then, when in motion with the bones pressing against each other, the waste fluids are squeezed out of the cartilage. Wonderfully, frequent joint movement keeps cartilage healthy. By contrast, without movement, the cartilage breaks down allowing the joint’s bones to rub against each other causing inflammation and pain, which is osteoarthritis. With such an amazing yet simple explanation of joint function, I am very motivated to follow advice number one: exercise daily! I want to keep my joint “sponges” from degenerating any further.
The Apostle Paul agreed that physical fitness is important, but he also stressed to his readers that spiritual fitness is even more important. So, what exercises can we do in order to have our spiritual life in line with God’s eternal plan? Of course, this answer fills many, many books, but a simple list works well. Before we begin a routine of daily spiritual fitness, we must have the right starting point. Initially, we humble ourselves before God by acknowledging that His Son, Jesus Christ, came to earth as a man to die on a cross in payment for our sins (1 John 4:9, 10). Then, we may proceed with daily spiritual exercising which includes:
1. reading God’s book, the Bible, as it is useful to teach us what is true and make us realize what is wrong in our lives (2 Timothy 3:16). Not only read the Bible, but also meditate on its truths and take its precepts into our hearts (Psalm 119:97, 98);
2. confessing our sins and changing from our ungodly ways. Trust in the Lord with all our hearts and do not depend on our own understanding. Seek his will in all we do, and he will direct our paths (Proverbs 3:5, 6);
3. love God (Deuteronomy 6:5), love our neighbours (Luke 10:29-37), and love our enemies (Matthew 5:44).
Now, we could list many more exercises, but in keeping the list short and easy to remember, we may stay focused on keeping our spiritual fitness in the “excellent” category. Within each exercise are many details for strengthening our faith.
Just as I am motivated to exercise daily for physical health, as a follower of Christ I am even more motivated to keep up with my spiritual exercises. My spiritual self yearns for nourishment on a daily basis and is thankful for the benefits. Inner joy is received when God speaks to me through my daily Bible time. A fresh start on God’s path comes after confession, followed by a calm assurance that rests over me when I trust in Him. A sense of belonging and purpose follows when God’s love flows through me. In addition, eternal life with Jesus in heaven awaits me in the afterlife.
Lord, thank you for revealing the secret workings of our physical bodies. Continue to keep my body working like a sponge - soaking in nourishment from healthy foods and regular exercise. Even more, Lord, thank you for revealing yourself to me through the Bible. Continue to keep my heart like a sponge – soaking in spiritual nourishment from your Bible and your very presence. I pray for my readers that they, too, will seek you and keep themselves spiritually fit as each new day dawns. Amen.
Overwhelmed
“. . . earthquakes come . . . mountains crumble into the sea . . .oceans roar and foam . . . waters surge” Psalm 46: 2, 3 NLTDid you notice the gap? Did you notice that I did not post an entry to my blog for three and half weeks? From April 16 to May 11, 2009, there were no entries. Why? I wondered, too, until I realized what was happening.
Earthquakes came to shake up my schedule. More outings than usual sprung up to fill my days. All were for positive experiences of enjoyment, learning, socializing, contributing, and health. All good, but overwhelming for my calendar!
Mountains of preconceptions crumbled into the sea. At one of those outings, I was diagnosed with osteoarthritis. Not something I saw coming. Good to know, and, thankfully, not life-threatening, yet still a new aspect that needs to be incorporated into my daily life. This includes lots of material to read, new daily exercises, food and natural supplement choices to consider, and, get this, I am supposed to rest each day for an hour or so. All good, but overwhelming for my brain!
Ocean waves of introspection gathered intensity at a course I was taking. More homework, more delving into how best to serve God, more goal-setting and barrier-busting. All good, but overwhelming for my heart!
Waters surged stronger and faster as I broadened my family history research project. One discovery leads to two new mysteries! Very addictive – hard to stop! Who are these people? What was life like for them? How I admire the pioneering spirit of those who left their lives in the ‘homeland’ and traveled to North America with hopes and dreams for a better future. All good, but overwhelming for my organizational skills!
As I lived within this whirlwind of activities, I ignored the warning signs of impending collapse. Although I noticed in my conversations that I used the word “overwhelmed” frequently, I pretended that all was well, because all these involvements were ‘good’. But, where was the balance in my life? When was I turning to God as a refuge from this upheaval of the natural order in my life?
Then, two days ago, when at the library doing research, I experienced physical symptoms resembling a panic or anxiety attack. Ok, God, I got the message. I went home, rested, and cancelled most of my commitments for the next two weeks. Although, I did not sleep well that night, I felt a little better the next day. I went to the doctor who sent me for several tests. Today, I will do what is important which means spending time with God, writing, exercising, eating well and resting. I will step into the eye of the storm where in the calm is God, my refuge and strength, who is always ready to help in times of trouble. Then I will not fear the earthquakes, crumbling mountains, and surging waters that roar through my life. (Psalm 46:1-3).
Dear reader, if you, too, are stuck in the whirlwind, I pray that you will find refuge in the One True God who is at the centre of your life. Step into His fortress of calm and peace. Look up, and see His glorious works. Be still, and know that He is God who can overcome any challenges in your life. Just as I am reminding myself of my priorities, may you also consider who is most important to you and include Him in your daily life.
What Part do I Play?
I always wanted to be important. That status in our society is usually given to those who speak wisely, achieve great things, or make decisions that affect many lives. Since I did none of these, I never felt important. My struggle for this status was further thwarted during my ‘stay-at-home-to-raise-the-kids’ years, as society in the 1980s did not think this was a worthy activity. I did manage, though, a few moments of importance when I took on executive volunteer positions within local community groups. Now, with my children grown and still not holding a prestigious title, where do I find importance?
At a recent community event, I felt important when I wore
a vest that identified me as a member of the local Photo Club. Our Club had agreed to take photos of the event and give them to the organizers in return for a financial donation to the club. As one of the club volunteers, I had authority to take photos – I was important! Well, for four hours anyway! What about other days?
Fortunately, in Christ’s community, the Apostle Paul explains that:
“Just as our bodies have many parts and each part has a special function, so it is with Christ’s body. We are all parts of his one body, and each of us has different work to do . . . and each of us needs all the others.” Romans 12: 4, 5 NLT
Over the past fifteen years of wholeheartedly serving God, I struggled with the misconception of elevating some ministry roles over others. I viewed ‘support’ roles as not as ‘important’. However, I learned that this thinking comes from society’s secular point of view, not God’s. He spoke through Isaiah saying, “My thoughts are completely different from yours. My ways are far beyond anything you could imagine” (Isaiah 55:8). Then, much more recently, Paul reinforced this reality, stating that all believers have important roles within God’s family AND that we all need each other to accomplish Kingdom goals.
As I continued to seek God’s direction and watch His ways unfold, I grasped the reality of the Apostle Paul’s explanation that God has a very special role for me to play, and only me. Furthermore, I learned that it is important that I embrace this responsibility rather than embrace the desire for an important role!
While I have taken on many positions within the church family, I recognize that my particular God-given passion is to inspire others to deepen their relationship with God. By leading small group Bible studies or engaging in one-on-one conversations, I am an active agent of the Holy Spirit providing opportunities for others to consider God’s truths, realize areas of compromise, and commit to a closer walk with Him. Joyously, at the same time, God speaks to my faith and encourages me in the same ways!
Lord, now that I know I am ‘important’ in your eyes, I am content to serve others in your name and release the needs of my ego. Guide my footsteps on the special path you have chosen for me. Thank you for the honour of participating in your Kingdom. I pray that my readers will also embrace their God-given uniqueness and serve you to their fullest. Amen
At a recent community event, I felt important when I wore
a vest that identified me as a member of the local Photo Club. Our Club had agreed to take photos of the event and give them to the organizers in return for a financial donation to the club. As one of the club volunteers, I had authority to take photos – I was important! Well, for four hours anyway! What about other days?
Fortunately, in Christ’s community, the Apostle Paul explains that:
“Just as our bodies have many parts and each part has a special function, so it is with Christ’s body. We are all parts of his one body, and each of us has different work to do . . . and each of us needs all the others.” Romans 12: 4, 5 NLT
Over the past fifteen years of wholeheartedly serving God, I struggled with the misconception of elevating some ministry roles over others. I viewed ‘support’ roles as not as ‘important’. However, I learned that this thinking comes from society’s secular point of view, not God’s. He spoke through Isaiah saying, “My thoughts are completely different from yours. My ways are far beyond anything you could imagine” (Isaiah 55:8). Then, much more recently, Paul reinforced this reality, stating that all believers have important roles within God’s family AND that we all need each other to accomplish Kingdom goals.
As I continued to seek God’s direction and watch His ways unfold, I grasped the reality of the Apostle Paul’s explanation that God has a very special role for me to play, and only me. Furthermore, I learned that it is important that I embrace this responsibility rather than embrace the desire for an important role!
While I have taken on many positions within the church family, I recognize that my particular God-given passion is to inspire others to deepen their relationship with God. By leading small group Bible studies or engaging in one-on-one conversations, I am an active agent of the Holy Spirit providing opportunities for others to consider God’s truths, realize areas of compromise, and commit to a closer walk with Him. Joyously, at the same time, God speaks to my faith and encourages me in the same ways!
Lord, now that I know I am ‘important’ in your eyes, I am content to serve others in your name and release the needs of my ego. Guide my footsteps on the special path you have chosen for me. Thank you for the honour of participating in your Kingdom. I pray that my readers will also embrace their God-given uniqueness and serve you to their fullest. Amen
Gifts that Honour
“Honour your . . . mother.” Exodus 20:12
Mother’s Day 2009 is finished, but I will remember it as particularly heartwarming. Why? Because each of my grown-up children honoured me with a gift symbolizing the desires of my heart.
From Julia: two things arrived via Royal Mail from London, England, where she is living:
1. a card that describes a multi-tasking Mom as, “World’s greatest juggler; been known to wash, cook, iron, clean and help with homework all at the same time (sometimes resulting in polished chicken, basted clothes, and 2+2= “where’s the other blooming sock?”).” Then, on the inside, “Thanks for everything you do mom!”
Thank you, Julia, for recognizing my desire to meet the needs of each of my dear children!
2. a small chocolate treat.
Thank you, Julia, for feeding my desire to enjoy and savour the good things in life!
From Mariko: a parcel arrived via US mail from Portland, Oregon, where she is living:
an attractively covered book including a hand-stitched binding, a memento pouch, and acid-free sustainable forest blank pages. Inside, her inscription reads: “I hope this inspires you to keep writing!”
Thank you, Mariko, for encouraging my desire to share what is meaningful, exceptional, and challenging in my life.
From Eric:
a ticket to the theatre to see the latest Star Trek movie. (I am a huge Trekkie fan!)
Thank you, Eric, for ‘beaming up’ my desire for unparalled courage, positive role models, and victory over evil!
From Natalie:
a gift card for the ultimate hand indulgence - a revitalizing manicure at a destination day spa.
Thank you, Natalie, for buffing and polishing my desire for time to rest and relax after all that multi-tasking to meet the needs of others!
Thank you my dear children for the honour you bestow upon me and for meeting the desires of my heart. May God bless each of you with a long, full life. (Exodus 20:12)
And from my husband, Mike:
a well-organized home-cooked dinner, with flowers and with our two kids who do live nearby.
Thank you for flavouring my desire to be appreciated as a valued member of our family!
I thank God for all of you!
Mother’s Day 2009 is finished, but I will remember it as particularly heartwarming. Why? Because each of my grown-up children honoured me with a gift symbolizing the desires of my heart.
From Julia: two things arrived via Royal Mail from London, England, where she is living:
1. a card that describes a multi-tasking Mom as, “World’s greatest juggler; been known to wash, cook, iron, clean and help with homework all at the same time (sometimes resulting in polished chicken, basted clothes, and 2+2= “where’s the other blooming sock?”).” Then, on the inside, “Thanks for everything you do mom!”
Thank you, Julia, for recognizing my desire to meet the needs of each of my dear children!
2. a small chocolate treat.
Thank you, Julia, for feeding my desire to enjoy and savour the good things in life!
From Mariko: a parcel arrived via US mail from Portland, Oregon, where she is living:
an attractively covered book including a hand-stitched binding, a memento pouch, and acid-free sustainable forest blank pages. Inside, her inscription reads: “I hope this inspires you to keep writing!”
Thank you, Mariko, for encouraging my desire to share what is meaningful, exceptional, and challenging in my life.
From Eric:
a ticket to the theatre to see the latest Star Trek movie. (I am a huge Trekkie fan!)
Thank you, Eric, for ‘beaming up’ my desire for unparalled courage, positive role models, and victory over evil!
From Natalie:
a gift card for the ultimate hand indulgence - a revitalizing manicure at a destination day spa.
Thank you, Natalie, for buffing and polishing my desire for time to rest and relax after all that multi-tasking to meet the needs of others!
Thank you my dear children for the honour you bestow upon me and for meeting the desires of my heart. May God bless each of you with a long, full life. (Exodus 20:12)
And from my husband, Mike:a well-organized home-cooked dinner, with flowers and with our two kids who do live nearby.
Thank you for flavouring my desire to be appreciated as a valued member of our family!
I thank God for all of you!
King Robbie and Me
I sensed God’s finger pointing at me. “You hypocrite!” He said. “Did you not understand yesterday’s Bible study lesson?”
The Biblical Example:
The great King Solomon had died and his son, Rehoboam, was about to become King of all Israel. Being somewhat skeptical of the new king’s intentions, the ten northern tribes said: “Your father was a hard master. Lighten the harsh labor demands and heavy taxes that your father imposed on us. Then we will be your loyal subjects.” King Robbie (as I call him) promised to answer in three days. First, he discussed the matter with his father’s counselors who advised that kindness toward the people of the ten tribes would ensure their loyalty. However, the King rejected their advice and then consulted his long-time friends who were now his new advisors. They urged him to impose even more harsh requirements instead of reducing the workload. Upon hearing this, the ten northern tribes rejected King Robbie’s rule over them and selected one of King Solomon’s enemies as their new ruler instead. (1 Kings 12)
The Perspective:
Chuck Swindoll puts it this way: “King Rehoboam had two faces: the public image that appeared genuinely spiritual, and the behind-the-scenes reality that revealed a reckless phony. His fascinating story demonstrates that hypocrisy results in personal and public tragedy for ourselves, those closest to us, and even those at a distance.”* King Robbie pretended to look the part of the respectful, wise young ruler by asking his father’s counselors for advice when, in fact, he planned all along to agree with his own friends’ advice. Through this look at King Robbie, we gain insight into the dangers of hypocrisy and are asked to examine ourselves for such a state hiding within us.
The Trap is Set:
Like clockwork, every time I study something in the Bible, God points his finger at me and says, “This lesson is for you, too!” (Of course, sometimes it is a blessing that is for me.) The other day, a friend told me about her Easter Sunday. She and her adult children had received an invitation to join her son and his wife for Easter lunch. The catch here is that her son lives in the United States, just across the border from where my friend and her kids live in Canada. She already has her Nexus card, which enables her to cross the border without waiting in the frequently long car line-up. Naturally, this works well for those who cross the border frequently. Unfortunately, her other children had not heeded their sister-in-law’s repeated pleas to get their own Nexus cards so they ended up stuck in a 1 ½ hour line-up on their way for Easter lunch. As a result of their very late arrival, my friend’s daughter-in-law was extremely upset and disappointed. While listening to this story, I nodded my head in angry agreement, saying, “Your other kids are just showing a lack of consideration and love toward your son and his wife by not bothering to get their Nexus cards. Certainly, it isn’t too much to ask!”
Caught in the Act:
But in my head, I remembered when my husband and I recently crossed the same border to visit our married daughter and waited almost two hours in the border line-up leaving my daughter waiting for us to arrive at some unknown time. My husband and I had been talking for several months about getting our Nexus cards but just had not made the effort to apply. I sensed God’s finger pointing at me! “What are you talking about, Barb? You have shown that same lack of care by delaying your application process.” (The fact that she knew we might be delayed at the border does not excuse us from not taking advantage of ways to cross the border quickly. If she was angry at us for not getting the Nexus card, she did not show it, but she would be in her rights if she was!)
My Reaction:
I admitted my hypocrisy to God and asked His forgiveness, determined not to procrastinate any longer in applying for that Nexus card. That night, my husband and I filled out the online applications and now wait for our interview, praying that we will be approved.
My Prayer:
So, Lord, I see now that, although I am not completely like King Robbie in character, I still displayed that same two-faced attitude toward my daughter by promising to get the Nexus card but then not following through, resulting in an imposition upon her schedule. As Chuck Swindoll suggests, hypocrisy results in discord. I was also no better than my friend’s uncaring children were. Thank you for her considerate attitude that showed me the right way to go. Thank you for a daughter with an abundance of patience. Lord, stop me in the future from being hypocritical. Help me to respect the schedules of my family and friends. Amen.
*Swindoll, Charles R., Fascinating Stories of Forgotten Lives Workbook (W Publishing Group:Nashville, TN), 2006, p 133.
The Biblical Example:
The great King Solomon had died and his son, Rehoboam, was about to become King of all Israel. Being somewhat skeptical of the new king’s intentions, the ten northern tribes said: “Your father was a hard master. Lighten the harsh labor demands and heavy taxes that your father imposed on us. Then we will be your loyal subjects.” King Robbie (as I call him) promised to answer in three days. First, he discussed the matter with his father’s counselors who advised that kindness toward the people of the ten tribes would ensure their loyalty. However, the King rejected their advice and then consulted his long-time friends who were now his new advisors. They urged him to impose even more harsh requirements instead of reducing the workload. Upon hearing this, the ten northern tribes rejected King Robbie’s rule over them and selected one of King Solomon’s enemies as their new ruler instead. (1 Kings 12)
The Perspective:
Chuck Swindoll puts it this way: “King Rehoboam had two faces: the public image that appeared genuinely spiritual, and the behind-the-scenes reality that revealed a reckless phony. His fascinating story demonstrates that hypocrisy results in personal and public tragedy for ourselves, those closest to us, and even those at a distance.”* King Robbie pretended to look the part of the respectful, wise young ruler by asking his father’s counselors for advice when, in fact, he planned all along to agree with his own friends’ advice. Through this look at King Robbie, we gain insight into the dangers of hypocrisy and are asked to examine ourselves for such a state hiding within us.
The Trap is Set:
Like clockwork, every time I study something in the Bible, God points his finger at me and says, “This lesson is for you, too!” (Of course, sometimes it is a blessing that is for me.) The other day, a friend told me about her Easter Sunday. She and her adult children had received an invitation to join her son and his wife for Easter lunch. The catch here is that her son lives in the United States, just across the border from where my friend and her kids live in Canada. She already has her Nexus card, which enables her to cross the border without waiting in the frequently long car line-up. Naturally, this works well for those who cross the border frequently. Unfortunately, her other children had not heeded their sister-in-law’s repeated pleas to get their own Nexus cards so they ended up stuck in a 1 ½ hour line-up on their way for Easter lunch. As a result of their very late arrival, my friend’s daughter-in-law was extremely upset and disappointed. While listening to this story, I nodded my head in angry agreement, saying, “Your other kids are just showing a lack of consideration and love toward your son and his wife by not bothering to get their Nexus cards. Certainly, it isn’t too much to ask!”
Caught in the Act:
But in my head, I remembered when my husband and I recently crossed the same border to visit our married daughter and waited almost two hours in the border line-up leaving my daughter waiting for us to arrive at some unknown time. My husband and I had been talking for several months about getting our Nexus cards but just had not made the effort to apply. I sensed God’s finger pointing at me! “What are you talking about, Barb? You have shown that same lack of care by delaying your application process.” (The fact that she knew we might be delayed at the border does not excuse us from not taking advantage of ways to cross the border quickly. If she was angry at us for not getting the Nexus card, she did not show it, but she would be in her rights if she was!)
My Reaction:
I admitted my hypocrisy to God and asked His forgiveness, determined not to procrastinate any longer in applying for that Nexus card. That night, my husband and I filled out the online applications and now wait for our interview, praying that we will be approved.
My Prayer:
So, Lord, I see now that, although I am not completely like King Robbie in character, I still displayed that same two-faced attitude toward my daughter by promising to get the Nexus card but then not following through, resulting in an imposition upon her schedule. As Chuck Swindoll suggests, hypocrisy results in discord. I was also no better than my friend’s uncaring children were. Thank you for her considerate attitude that showed me the right way to go. Thank you for a daughter with an abundance of patience. Lord, stop me in the future from being hypocritical. Help me to respect the schedules of my family and friends. Amen.
*Swindoll, Charles R., Fascinating Stories of Forgotten Lives Workbook (W Publishing Group:Nashville, TN), 2006, p 133.
Excuses, Excuses!
King Saul’s case: One day Samuel said to Saul, “Now listen to this message from the Lord . . . Go and completely destroy the entire Amalekite nation - men, women, children, babies, cattle, sheep, camels, and donkeys.” . . . Then Saul and his army slaughtered the Amalekites . . . he captured Agag, the Amalekite king . . . and spared the best of the sheep and cattle, the fat calves and lambs - everything that appealed to them. 1 Samuel 15:1-9
Adam and Eve’s case: The Lord said, “Don’t eat the fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.” . . . They ate the fruit and when confronted by God, he said, “the woman you gave me brought the fruit and I ate it.” She stated, “The serpent made me.” Genesis 2:15-17, 3:1-13
These are just some examples of excuses for disobedience found in the Bible. They thought they could adjust God’s commands to their way of thinking. However, dire consequences followed: God stripped King Saul of his kingdom and placed curses on Adam and Eve. Am I any better?
No, for I, too, make excuses for my disobedience. In my younger days, my reasons for going against my parents’ rules included: “we only went a little bit into the forest” and “I didn’t know we would go to her house.” Consequences? Certainly! I was frequently caught, grounded and my allowance was withheld. In my younger days as a believer, I excused my sinful behaviour with, “Oh, surely, it doesn’t really matter if I do such-and-such – it’s not hurting anybody! And God will forgive me anyway.” Consequences? Yes! A barrier came between God and me as I refused to turn away from my disobedience.
Today, I am much more compliant as I aim to obey God with all my heart, soul, mind and body. Even though I shudder at the mere thought of disobeying Him, I was not surprised when my desire to obey was tested recently at a missions awareness meeting. As I knew who the speaker was and a little bit about her cause, I anticipated that I would want to contribute financially but planned to wait for God to direct me. At the onset of the presentation, I thought, “I’ll give this much to her group. Any amount will help.” By the time she was halfway through, I could sense God nudging me to donate a higher amount. “Ok, God. I’ll get out my cheque now.” Um, looked in my wallet and, no cheques. “Oh well, I’ll write one when I get home and mail it to her.”
Later, as I carried on with other things, excuses to give less kept drifting through my head. “Oh, I never actually told her how much I would give, so she won’t know if I give less than I was earlier thinking.” “Actually, I didn’t even tell her I would send a cheque, so if I don’t, I won’t be breaking any commitment.” “Hey, I was saving that money for my own purposes.” “I’m sure someone else will give to her cause.”
Well, God would have none of these excuses!
The guilt started building, my stomach started to
churn and my heart beat faster. “OK God, I’ll write the cheque now and for the higher amount
that you wanted!” Whew! I wrote the cheque and mailed it.
Forgive me, Lord, for considering disobedience even if just for two hours. Strengthen me to obey faster next time!
Adam and Eve’s case: The Lord said, “Don’t eat the fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.” . . . They ate the fruit and when confronted by God, he said, “the woman you gave me brought the fruit and I ate it.” She stated, “The serpent made me.” Genesis 2:15-17, 3:1-13
These are just some examples of excuses for disobedience found in the Bible. They thought they could adjust God’s commands to their way of thinking. However, dire consequences followed: God stripped King Saul of his kingdom and placed curses on Adam and Eve. Am I any better?
No, for I, too, make excuses for my disobedience. In my younger days, my reasons for going against my parents’ rules included: “we only went a little bit into the forest” and “I didn’t know we would go to her house.” Consequences? Certainly! I was frequently caught, grounded and my allowance was withheld. In my younger days as a believer, I excused my sinful behaviour with, “Oh, surely, it doesn’t really matter if I do such-and-such – it’s not hurting anybody! And God will forgive me anyway.” Consequences? Yes! A barrier came between God and me as I refused to turn away from my disobedience.
Today, I am much more compliant as I aim to obey God with all my heart, soul, mind and body. Even though I shudder at the mere thought of disobeying Him, I was not surprised when my desire to obey was tested recently at a missions awareness meeting. As I knew who the speaker was and a little bit about her cause, I anticipated that I would want to contribute financially but planned to wait for God to direct me. At the onset of the presentation, I thought, “I’ll give this much to her group. Any amount will help.” By the time she was halfway through, I could sense God nudging me to donate a higher amount. “Ok, God. I’ll get out my cheque now.” Um, looked in my wallet and, no cheques. “Oh well, I’ll write one when I get home and mail it to her.”
Later, as I carried on with other things, excuses to give less kept drifting through my head. “Oh, I never actually told her how much I would give, so she won’t know if I give less than I was earlier thinking.” “Actually, I didn’t even tell her I would send a cheque, so if I don’t, I won’t be breaking any commitment.” “Hey, I was saving that money for my own purposes.” “I’m sure someone else will give to her cause.”
Well, God would have none of these excuses!
The guilt started building, my stomach started to
churn and my heart beat faster. “OK God, I’ll write the cheque now and for the higher amount
that you wanted!” Whew! I wrote the cheque and mailed it.
Forgive me, Lord, for considering disobedience even if just for two hours. Strengthen me to obey faster next time!
More Mercy Please
Mercy = to show compassion or forgiveness toward someone who deserves punishment.
Jesus said, “Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy.” Matthew 5:7 NIV
Have I shown mercy? Yes, many times when a person’s actions or words insult or offend me, I swallow my disgust, silently count to ten and ask God to tell me how to respond. When I open my mouth, again, I am ready to show mercy by forgiving them “who know not what they do.” Certainly, I am not consistent in showing mercy, but I continually pray for His intervention when I am in these situations. So, because I show mercy . . .
do I receive mercy? Yes, God forgives me when I admit my disobedience. He washes my slate clean when I come to Him in humble repentance. Yes, a number of people have shown me mercy by kindly overlooking my rudeness, ignorance or selfishness.
Suddenly, right in the middle of this seemingly nonchalant consideration of mercy, God points His finger at me and reveals a terribly bad habit I have that requires constant mercy: back-seat driving! Sadly, I realize that my husband has suffered quietly through years, even decades, of my nagging back-seat driving. Oh, Lord, I know you will forgive me, but will he? My heart aches with the realization that, despite my unkind words toward him, he never complains back; he just ignores me and looks straight ahead. He must have developed an automatic shut-off valve when I “assist” him with his driving skills. Yet, who am I to think that I drive better or safer than he does? Compared to his driving record, mine pales.
Lord, what is the matter with me? Why must I keep trying my husband’s patience? If I am frustrating my husband, I must be frustrating you, too! God, help me!
Stop me from back-seat driving so that I may return the kindness he has shown me.
Stop me from back-seat driving so that I may show him my love through the absence of unkind words.
Release me from my need to control the driving habits of my husband.
God, help me release control. Breathe in . . . breathe out. Enjoy the scenery instead!
God, where am putting my trust? Help me trust You to keep me safe in the car!
Lord, thank you a thousand times for giving me a husband is who is an excellent driver. Forgive me for being an un-appreciating wife.
To my dear husband: please forgive me for all these years of back-seat driving. I am sorry! You do not deserve this treatment. You have shown me mercy beyond measure! Thank you for loving me so much.
Lord, empower me right now to stop this terrible habit! Replace it with a habit of trust. Amen.
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To my dear readers: I prayed this prayer one year ago. Indeed, God has enabled me to keep my mouth shut about 95% of the time. God and I are still working on the last 5%! The other day I humbly asked my husband if he had noticed that I was not back-seat driving as often, but he said he had not noticed. Is that because we tend to notice only the negative words? Nevertheless, I hope that one day he will notice that he is having an enjoyable time in the car with me.
Jesus said, “Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy.” Matthew 5:7 NIV
Have I shown mercy? Yes, many times when a person’s actions or words insult or offend me, I swallow my disgust, silently count to ten and ask God to tell me how to respond. When I open my mouth, again, I am ready to show mercy by forgiving them “who know not what they do.” Certainly, I am not consistent in showing mercy, but I continually pray for His intervention when I am in these situations. So, because I show mercy . . .
do I receive mercy? Yes, God forgives me when I admit my disobedience. He washes my slate clean when I come to Him in humble repentance. Yes, a number of people have shown me mercy by kindly overlooking my rudeness, ignorance or selfishness.
Suddenly, right in the middle of this seemingly nonchalant consideration of mercy, God points His finger at me and reveals a terribly bad habit I have that requires constant mercy: back-seat driving! Sadly, I realize that my husband has suffered quietly through years, even decades, of my nagging back-seat driving. Oh, Lord, I know you will forgive me, but will he? My heart aches with the realization that, despite my unkind words toward him, he never complains back; he just ignores me and looks straight ahead. He must have developed an automatic shut-off valve when I “assist” him with his driving skills. Yet, who am I to think that I drive better or safer than he does? Compared to his driving record, mine pales.
Lord, what is the matter with me? Why must I keep trying my husband’s patience? If I am frustrating my husband, I must be frustrating you, too! God, help me!Stop me from back-seat driving so that I may return the kindness he has shown me.
Stop me from back-seat driving so that I may show him my love through the absence of unkind words.
Release me from my need to control the driving habits of my husband.
God, help me release control. Breathe in . . . breathe out. Enjoy the scenery instead!
God, where am putting my trust? Help me trust You to keep me safe in the car!
Lord, thank you a thousand times for giving me a husband is who is an excellent driver. Forgive me for being an un-appreciating wife.
To my dear husband: please forgive me for all these years of back-seat driving. I am sorry! You do not deserve this treatment. You have shown me mercy beyond measure! Thank you for loving me so much.
Lord, empower me right now to stop this terrible habit! Replace it with a habit of trust. Amen.
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To my dear readers: I prayed this prayer one year ago. Indeed, God has enabled me to keep my mouth shut about 95% of the time. God and I are still working on the last 5%! The other day I humbly asked my husband if he had noticed that I was not back-seat driving as often, but he said he had not noticed. Is that because we tend to notice only the negative words? Nevertheless, I hope that one day he will notice that he is having an enjoyable time in the car with me.
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