Gazing upon the Lord

“ . . . we can be mirrors that brightly reflect the glory of the Lord. And as the Spirit of the Lord works within us, we become more and more like him and reflect his glory even more.” 2 Corinthians 3:18 NLT

The day dawned warm, winds breezy, and skies clear. A perfect day for my daughter’s wedding. After quickly eating breakfast, I headed off to meet the bride and four other young ladies at the beauty salon. Two were there for support and fun, the others of us for hair and make-up. While three salon staff members attended to our needs, we shared jokes, gave advice and admired the bride’s ever-increasing beauty. As the time passed for my turn in the stylist’s chair, and knowing that my daughter wanted to keep to her schedule, I wondered if the staff had forgotten about me. After quietly discussing this with my daughter, we politely quizzed the staff as to when one would be ready to do my hair. As there were just 15 minutes left for our allotted salon time, they quickly got me started. Following a few minutes of small talk with my stylist, she commented, “I’m amazed! Your bridal party is so calm and happy. Usually, the bride and her entourage are anxious, fighting, and stressed out. Your group is such a pleasant change!” Surprised, I replied, “Oh, we’re just enjoying this wonderful day!”

My daughter has such lovely friends that I could only imagine a pleasant time together. Later, I mentioned the stylist’s comments to one the gals. She immediately knew why. “That’s because we’re Christians and have the love of Jesus in our hearts!” She was right, of course. I should have thought of that back at the salon. What a lovely witness we were; if only we had revealed the Good News that lies within our hearts!

How did we get this way? Speaking only for myself, moving toward my goal to become more like Christ, I wish to:
“love one another” (1 John 4:7);
“remain in Jesus and He will remain in me” (John 15:4);
“be humble, thinking of others as better than myself. To not only think about my own affairs, but to be interested in others and what they are doing” (Philippians 2:3,4);
“stay away from complaining and arguing” (Philippians 2:14);
“praise God and King, and bless His name forever” (Psalm 145:1);
“be blessed as I help the poor” (Proverbs 14:21);
“let God transform me into a new person by changing the way I think” (Romans 12:2);
“be strong and courageous and obey God laws. . . and study His Word continually” (Joshua 1:6-8).

For, “it is by our actions that we know we living in the truth” (1 John 3:19). Therefore, just as we allow the stylist to enhance the look of our hair, let us allow the Spirit to work within us so that we may more brightly reflect the Lord’s glorious qualities.

Despite my inadequacies, Lord, thank you that your Spirit is slowly transforming me into one who reflects, even in a small way, your love, peace, mercy and grace. Humbled by the attention you give me, may I, in turn, share that blessing with others. Amen.

Details, Details!

The Lord said to Moses, “I want the people of Israel to build me a sacred residence where I can live among them. You must make this Tabernacle and its furnishings exactly according to the plans I will show you.” Exodus 25:8, 9 NLT

Have you ever heard a Christian say, “I prayed for the parking spot nearest the door; and just as I arrived, a car pulled away from that very spot”? Some people think this
sounds silly. They ask, “Why bother God with such little details?” To them I say, “Have you read the Old Testament? It’s full of lengthy passages with God detailing His plans for His people.” For instance, while laying out His architectural blueprints, God describes the construction of the Tabernacle (worship centre) and all its equipment: “Make an Ark of acacia wood-a sacred chest 3¼ feet long, 2¼ feet wide, and 2¼ feet high. Overlay it inside and outside with pure gold and put a molding of gold all around it” (Exodus 25:10, 11). Next, carrying a tape measure, needle, and thread, He explains the design of the special uniform the priests are to wear when ministering in the Tabernacle: “The chestpiece will be made of two folds of cloth, forming a pouch nine inches square. Four rows of gemstones will be attached to it. The first row will contain a red carnelian, a chrysolite, and an emerald. The second row . . .” (28:16, 17). Following this chapter, with His clipboard and checklist in hand, He announces the exact procedure for the dedication ceremony of the priests. In addition to building projects and priestly procedures, God, wearing a khaki-coloured helmet, frequently reveals detailed military strategies to Israel’s army commanders (see Joshua 6 about the taking of Jericho). And finally, if we were not yet persuaded that God is “Lord of all details”, then we can read the Book of Leviticus which contains chapters describing the worship and offerings required by the Israelites – all to show them how to lead holy lives before the Lord their God. Now, convinced of God’s interest in life’s little things, I consider in which areas of my life I involve Him.

On a conscious level, I try to include God in everything I do. As big plans usually involve others, such as family events, ministry work, traveling, or community involvement, I pray about each situation and ask God to show me His way. Further, for matters of less significance I usually seek God’s intervention at the moment of need. For instance, while shopping with my husband for a ‘father-of-the-bride’ suit, we could not find a tie with the right ‘wedding’ colours in it. After the second store yielded nothing, and upon entering the third store, I said a quick prayer asking God to find us the tie. I rounded the next display shelf and there it was, the perfect tie; and on sale, too! In addition, for creative endeavors I like to have an on-going conversation with God who leads me to pleasing results. Finally, for troubles involving tools or technology, I always ask God to make them work! Although, most of time I want God involved in my details, there are other times when I just proceed on my own.

It is on the sub-conscious level where I sometimes forget about God. Occasionally, when I get a great idea, I just excitedly proceed without prayerfully considering the effects of my project on others. Usually, it is almost too late when I remember that, “I should have prayed about this!” Then, in my embarrassment, I need to backtrack and sometimes apologize for my haste. It is these times when I definitely need God in my details!

After studying the many passages in the Bible that reveal God’s love of details, I realize that God not only cares for the grand scheme of things but also for the little things in my life, and yours. So, although a parking spot is a small thing, asking God to be involved in our daily walk keeps us tuned into His desires and strengthens our relationship with Him.

Lord, thank you that you are interested in the details of everyday life. Thank you that, upon creating us, you did not leave us alone to make our own way, but that you are available with your infinite resources to bless us along our life’s journey. For every situation I encounter, help me to remember to turn to you, the One who created the details in the first place! Amen.

Elizabeth

“O LORD, God of Israel, there is no God like you in all of heaven or earth. You keep your promises.” 1 Kings 8:23

Partway through a Bible study of God’s names, a related question came to my mind. However, before I reveal the question, please let me tell you about the study. It explores some of the Hebrew words for God, discusses the applicable Bible references, and makes suggestions on how we can call upon a certain name of God to match certain situations. Some of God’s names start with 'El', the Hebrew word meaning mighty or strong, used in particular when referring to God.* For example: Elohim (God the Creator), El Elyon (God Most High), El Roi (God Who Sees), and El Shaddai (God Almighty). Now, here is my question: is the meaning of my middle name, Elizabeth, in any way related to this study of God’s names in Hebrew?

First, I searched through some dictionaries (including a Hebrew one) and baby name resources to discover that Elizabeth comes from the Hebrew words ‘el’ (meaning as described above) and ‘sheba’ meaning oath. In an expanded definition, an oath implies committing to something by invoking divine perfection. The Apostle Paul defines an oath as a “call upon someone greater than themselves to hold them to it. And without any question that oath is binding” (Hebrews 6:16). Together, 'el' and 'sheba' mean ‘God is my oath.’ Not an easy phrase of which to make sense. An oath is a solemn promise. ‘God is my promise.’ ‘My promise is God.’ Interestingly, God promised many things to the Israelites in Old Testament times and to believers in Christ, God’s Son, in New Testament times. Jesus speaks one of these promises in John 3:16: “For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life.” Other promises are scattered generously throughout the Bible. Paul assures us that “it is impossible for God to lie” thereby giving believers confidence “like a strong and trustworthy anchor for our souls” (Heb 6:18, 19). If ‘God is my oath,’ if I can confidently rely on God to fulfill His promises, then what does that mean for me whose middle name is Elizabeth?

Second, with the meaning of Elizabeth discovered, I then prayed and listened to God for further understanding about its relevance in my life. God revealed that my middle name is both a reminder and a recognition. Elizabeth reminds me that His presence is true in my life (whether I am aware of it or not) and that His promises, such as forgiveness, comfort, protection, wisdom, and eternal life in heaven, are trustworthy. Further, as it is usually hidden from the public unlike my first and last names, Elizabeth recognizes my faith as an inner strength as well as a quiet expression.

Finally, thanks to the study of God’s Hebrew names and further explorations, I have gained a greater understanding of the meaning of my middle name, Elizabeth. Through that research, I learned that Elizabeth reveals not only God’s trustworthiness in His grand scheme for this world but also God’s presence in the intimate workings of my life. Now I accept that Elizabeth has purpose in my life and melds with Barbara, the “stranger,” to reveal the uniqueness of my character.

Lord, help me to express more completely the Barbara Elizabeth that you planned on from the beginning. Thank you for the blessings of your kept promises. Thank you for the treasure of my middle name, Elizabeth! Amen.

*Kay Arthur, LORD, I Want to Know You, (Colorado Springs, CO:Waterbrook Press), 1992, 10.

A Parent's Graduation

“Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you . . . For my yoke fits perfectly, and the burden I give you is light.” Matthew 11:28-30 NLT

It was a warm, rainy June evening. My husband and I, along with our youngest daughter, had just stepped outside of the auditorium where she had walked across the stage and received her High School diploma. On the surface, it was just another graduation complete with the students’ excitement for their future, celebration of their achievements, and nostalgia for the friends and memories they were leaving behind. But, lying just under the surface of the festivities, I experienced both the relief that my hands-on parenting had ended and the joy that, by God’s grace, our daughter had blossomed into a sweet yet focused young lady. Mingling with the other families after the ceremony, some of whom we had known for many years, I could see my emotions reflected in the faces of the other parents. Nevertheless, for my husband and me, this ceremony marked the end of our child rearing. As she is our fourth and last child, it was our graduation, too!
Although I had tried to prepare myself mentally and emotionally for this eventuality, the ceremony suddenly made my graduation a reality. Taking a deep breath as we stepped out the door, my eyes glanced upward to the distant horizon. Remnants of the sunset shone brightly against the dark rain clouds overhead. Three more steps forward and I felt a burden, like a heavy knapsack, suddenly lifting from my back. Stopping to take in the moment, I smiled in amazement, not expecting such an emotional response to my graduation. Was this a God-moment? Certainly! He removed the ‘burden’ of active parenting from my shoulders. Praise God! Our parent-child relationship will now grow into one that is more like “Let’s share life as equals.”
As I shared this story with others over the following weeks, I was still in awe that God allowed me to sense the change in my role with my children. However, I wondered, “What happened to that knapsack?” Did it just dissipate into nothingness like a deleted file on the computer? Two months later God revealed the answer: the knapsack did NOT dissolve. God is wearing it on HIS back! He is looking after my kids now - protecting them, guiding them, and drawing them closer to Him. Ah, another God-moment! God is so good!
Yes, I know from my experience with my other grown children, that adulthood is not an event but a process, yet, knowing that God is now their primary care-giver has given me a great sense of freedom to open my heart to whatever God has planned anew for me. His yoke is light. As He leads me, my heart sings, my steps lighten, and my eyes shine brighter. “Give your burdens to the Lord, and He will take care of you” (Psalm 55:22).

What Kind of Sacrifice?

“With Jesus’ help, let us continually offer our sacrifice of praise to God by proclaiming the glory of His name.” Hebrews 13:15 NLT

The very word “sacrifice” sends a chill up the collective backs of today’s modern society. The sacrifices that families made during the first half of the 20th century pale when contrasted with the pleasures enjoyed throughout the peace and prosperity of the following fifty years. That prosperity was fuelled by attitudes of “me first” and “I want it all”. Yet, despite these new cultural influences, families today still struggle with the issue of sacrifice.

Families have to make choices. In our case, once we started having children, my husband and I faced issues such as:
1. Should he work overtime to earn more money in order for us to have nicer things, or, should he arrive home at an earlier hour to help sow our values into our children’s hearts?
2. Should I give up my career aspirations in favour of being a constant influence in the lives of our children?
We chose family values over worldly accumulation: he would be home by dinnertime and I would be a stay-at-home mom. This decision began years of living on one income struggling to meet the daily needs of our children. As the years passed, I hung onto some dreams, but reluctantly gave up on others. Although during this time of sacrifice there were overwhelming blessings, I still felt a sense of grief over my perceived losses.

Today, as our four grown-up kids find their way in the world, I explore new territory in this next phase of life. Whereas, before, I served God and His purposes by staying home with the kids, now I serve Him in new and different ways. I respond to God’s promptings rather than those of my children. I dwell on God’s wisdom rather than the latest school report card. I meditate upon His Word rather than the soccer club’s newsletter. I hear His whispers of love and guidance rather than the piercing call of “Mom!”

This phase is about be-ing first, then do-ing. I concentrate on be-ing the soft, caring, and creative woman that He designed by acknowledging the gifts and passions He knit into me in my mother’s womb. Then out of this be-ing overflows the do-ing by which God spreads His blessings. Do I feel guilty about concerning myself with such heavenly things? Yes, but only a little. Now, I do not have to sacrifice my dreams, hopes, and aspirations because God has saved them for such a time as this and given them back to me.

Today, I give God the sacrifice of praise!
Lord, I praise you for creating me so marvelously! Lord, I praise you for the plans you have for me! Lord, I praise you for your grace and mercy and love! Amen!

Credentials

“For I was circumcised when I was eight days old, having been born into a pure-blooded Jewish family that is a branch of the tribe of Benjamin. So, I am a real Jew if there ever was one! What’s more, I was a member of the Pharisees, who demand the strictest obedience to the Jewish law. And zealous? Yes, in fact, I harshly persecuted the church. And I obeyed the Jewish law so carefully that I was never accused of any fault.” Philippians 3:5, 6 NLT

The Apostle Paul's credentials are impressive! His family heritage and career success are impeccable. Pondering my credentials, I thought of my significant family heritage. Notable names in my genealogy include many kings of England: Edward I, II, III, Henry I, II, III, Alfred the Great, Edward the Elder, Edmund I, II, and Ethelred II. As well, included are Emperor Charlemagne, William the Conqueror (King of England and Duke of Normandy), and Joan Plantagenet. Further, my American ancestry includes a Governor, military officials, and even Roger Williams. He was the founder of the State of Rhode Island where separation of church and state was the norm unlike the other colonies, which continued the English tradition of state run religion. More recently in my ancestry, I lay claim to being the granddaughter of a highly decorated man who was a spy for the Allies during World War I. Although my family heritage may be significant, my career success is not. Therefore, in a contest of credentials, I cannot boast with self-importance like Paul!

Paul appears to be bragging to the Christians at Philippi about his qualifications as a preacher to reinforce the authority of his message. However, his next statement makes his point:

“I once thought all these things were so very important, but now I consider them worthless because of what Christ has done. Yes, everything else is worthless when compared with the priceless gain of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord” (3:7, 8).

Paul emphasized that Christ's credentials were more meaningful to him than his earthly ones. He explains: “In Christ, I am blessed and God is blessed. I am adopted into His family. I receive gifts from Him including the Holy Spirit. My sins are forgiven and I am redeemed. I was chosen to be His even before He created the world. He has made me part of His overall plan. I am free from sin and am holy. I have victory over earthly powers. And, in Christ, I have hope and assurance of eternal life with Him in Heaven.” [Eph 1:3-14 paraphrased] Christ's actions grant us credentials in the spiritual realm. As part of Christ's family, we receive forgiveness, grace and hope today and eternity in heaven with God tomorrow.

Thank you, Jesus, for these blessings based on your everlasting credentials!

More Than A Manicure

“As a result of the King’s decree, Esther, along with many other young women, was brought to the King’s harem . . . and given the prescribed twelve months of beauty treatments.”
Esther 2:8-12 NLT

Twelve months of beauty treatments! Can you imagine that? This Bible passage mentions six months with oil of myrrh and another six with special perfumes and ointments. As bathing in ancient times was not a regular habit, people needed to apply sweet-smelling products, such as the sap-like substance myrrh, on their bodies and clothes so as not to smell offensively. In addition, Esther would have enjoyed many manicures, pedicures, hair treatments, and perhaps even swished mouthwash. For the finale, her date with the King, she had her choice of the finest clothing and accessories. All this, to win the latest ancient reality show, “Persia’s Next Queen.”

In characterizing Esther’s beauty, Charles Swindoll, in Esther, a Woman of Strength and Dignity, includes a picture of her inner qualities as well. Through valuable lessons gained from Mordecai, the older cousin who raised her, Esther developed grace-filled charm, unusual self-restraint, a teachable spirit, an unselfish modesty, winsomeness, and respect for authority.* Quite a list! As I contemplated these character traits, I felt God nudging me with a challenge: focus for one week on an inner quality of myself that needs treatment from God. Well, I knew immediately what needed “enhancing” – my attitude of contentment.

It was October 2008; right in the middle of global stock market and economic “turmoil” and “volatility.” (These words meaning, “All my investments are rapidly disappearing!”) What should I do? Wait it out? The stock market “historically” comes out of a major decline with even greater gains. What if history does not repeat? Or, should I be calmed by the fact that I am investing with long-term goals in mind? Nevertheless, what if the value dives so low, even the long-term upswing does not make up the difference? Or, should I trust God for retirement funding, since His promise to provide is unbreakable? The level of my contentment wavered as news of each day brought with it more doubt and uncertainty.

As the market value of my investments plummeted each day that week, I leaned heavily on God’s name, Jehovah-Jireh, “I AM God who provides.” I needed to be content with God’s promise of provision. By week’s end, God’s gentle scalpel worked as I worried less and increased my trust in God. Content, now, to focus on His daily provision just like the Apostle Paul said in Philippians 4:11-13:

“I have learned to get along happily whether I have much or little. I know how to live on almost nothing or with everything. I have learned the secret of living in every situation, whether it is with a full stomach or empty, with plenty or little. For I can do anything with the help of Christ who gives me the strength I need.”

Just as Esther diligently prepared to win the King’s affection, I, too, prepare to meet my King, God in Heaven. Thank you, Lord, for the daily beauty treatments on my inner qualities. May their results honour you and be a blessing to those you place on my path. Amen.

*Charles R. Swindoll, Esther, a Woman of Strength and Dignity (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson), 1997, pp. 45-50.

Pushing Buttons

“I waited patiently for the Lord to help me, and he turned to me and heard my cry.” Psalm 40:1 NLT

Imagine this: you are sitting in your car waiting at a red light. You look around and notice some pedestrians approaching the corner. One pushes the “walk” sign button once. Another person prepares to cross in the other direction and pushes the control button several times. Which one will get the “walk” sign first?

Or, this: you step up to an information desk and read the sign, “Ring the Bell For Service.” How many times do you need to “ring” it before the clerk appears to assist you?

Do we get a faster response by pushing the button more frequently? In some cases, yes; when expecting a person to respond. However, if the multiple rings sound demanding, the clerk may get angry and may not be very helpful. In other cases, no; one touch is enough for an electronic response, for instance, on cell phones, keyboards, and security keypads. And crossing the street? One push is all it takes. That immediately sends an electrical impulse to the timer mechanism and lets it know to put the “walk” sign on when the light changes, at its programmed time. Pushing the “walk” button several times does NOT make the light turn sooner! Frequently, response time from a machine is predictable, whereas, from a person, it is not.

As I reached out to push yet another button today, I thought about the speed at which God answers prayer in response to the repetition of our requests. How does the speed of His response compare to people and electronics? First, I looked to the Bible for answers, finding many verses on prayer, some instructional and, others, actual prayers. There are short prayers (Nehemiah 5:19) and long prayers (John 17). Prayers for provision (Psalm 23), guidance (Psalm 25:4, 5), and protection (Ps 64). Prayers for others (Ephesians 1:15-23) and for self (Eph 6:20). Prayers for wisdom (1 Kings 3:9) and salvation (Ps 106:4). And prayers of confession (2 Samuel 24:10, Ps 51). Verses also instruct us to: “Keep on praying” (I Thessalonians 5:17) and “don’t babble” (Matthew 6:7); pray by yourself (Matt 6:6) and pray in groups (Acts 1:14). Sometimes the examples and instructions seem contradictory, but with further study, one learns that there is a time and place for each method of prayer.

Next, I remembered my own experience with God answering my prayers. The other day I had a time for a ‘bullet prayer’ (a very quick short one). I was at the library reading microfilms, looking for a name on a ship’s passenger list for our family history project. It is very tedious work and hard on the eyes – always scanning the pages right to left as they move across the screen. I had come to the end of the reel without finding the name but I had other evidence convincing me that it must be on this particular reel. With a sigh, I decided to have another look and prayed: “please let me find this name.” I started fast reversing, stopping every now and again, looking to get back to the place where I thought the name should be. And – there it was! The reel stopped right on the page with the name I was looking for! Hooray! Thank you, God, for such a quick response! I only had to ask once. Although it was a small request, God favoured me with His quick reply. Unfortunately, there are other requests I have made for a long time, repeatedly, that have not been answered, yet. For these, I add the prayer of patience!

Finally, I conclude that just as the buttons we push here on earth have different response times, so does God answer our prayers with varying swiftness. He responds according to His will (Matt 6:10) AND to what our heart attitude is (Ps 139:1) for “your Father knows exactly what you need even before you ask him” (Matt 6:8). Even though God knows what we need, He still wants us to ask so that we may come to know Him better as He reveals His goodness to us through His answers. In this way, we grow to trust and love Him more every day.

Lord, I know that you have the power to answer all our prayers and the wisdom to provide what is right for us. I thank you that you want a relationship with us; that we can ask for what we need and want BUT that you will give us what is best and what fits into your ‘big picture’. Thank you that your responses are not generated mechanically but are sent with love, wisdom, grace and mercy. Help us; help me to accept your timing with appreciation and humility! Amen.

Don't Touch That!

“Do not take any of the things set apart for destruction, or you yourselves will be completely destroyed, and you will bring trouble on all Israel. Everything made from silver, gold, bronze, or iron is sacred to the Lord and must be brought into his treasury.” Joshua 6:18-19 NLT

Very clear instructions, indeed! The Israelites were on their final phase of attack against the city of Jericho and these words, spoken through Joshua, were God’s reminder of His rules of engagement. The attack went well: the walls of Jericho fell and the Israelites destroyed everything as God commanded. Or, so it seemed. However, the Bible reveals a secret that only God knew: “But Israel was unfaithful concerning the things set apart for the Lord. A man named Achan had stolen some of these things, so the Lord was very angry with the Israelites” (7:1). In the meantime, Joshua sent a small army of three thousand soldiers to conquer the next town, called Ai, but they were soundly defeated. Dismayed and confused at the loss, Joshua begged God to explain what had gone wrong. The Lord answered that, “Israel has sinned and broken my covenant. They have stolen the things that I commanded to be set apart for me . . . and lied about it and hidden the things” (7:11).

The next morning, Joshua called out the whole nation of Israel and, through a process of elimination, Achan was identified as the guilty one. He quickly confessed telling them exactly what he took and where he hid the items. Joshua’s men retrieved the stolen goods and lay them out before him. Joshua declared the punishment: “The Lord will now bring trouble on you”: Achan and his family were immediately stoned by all the Israelites. One decision by one ordinary man brought significant consequences upon his whole family. That day, his family line ended. God showed that He would not tolerate disobedience. What a sad mistake it was not to take God’s commands seriously.

Whoa! Time to take a solemn pause. This one ill-conceived decision resulted in many dire consequences;
- The Lord became angry;
- The whole nation of Israel was deemed unfaithful by association;
- Thirty-six soldiers were killed in the defeat at Ai leaving their families without the breadwinner;
- Achan’s own family members suffered the ultimate penalty;
- There was no second chance for Achan; and
- All the Israelites were involved in the stoning. That was over one million people! Each one had a turn at retribution.
Why did Achan’s family also have to suffer for his sin? The Bible does not answer that one specifically but, in ancient times, it was common for a family to prosper or suffer as did their leader. They were guilty by association and the extent of the sin needed to be purged. Sinning is serious business. Not only do we separate ourselves from God, but also we potentially ‘infect’ others around us.

“Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my thoughts. Point out anything in me that offends you, and lead me along the path of everlasting life” (Psalm 139:23, 24). Lord, forgive me for rationalizing that some of my sins are trivial and without consequences. Help me to realize that no matter what rating I place on my sins, they still create a chasm between you and me. Thank you, Father God, for the sacrifice of your son, Jesus, on the cross that allows forgiveness of sins, freedom from their penalties and reconciliation with you. All my praise goes to you, Lord! (Ephesians 1:6, 7) Amen.

The Significance of an Ordinary One: Rahab

“For the LORD your God is the supreme God of the heavens above and the earth below.” Joshua 2:11 NLT

After escaping from the clutches of the Egyptian Pharaoh forty years earlier, the Israelites had ended their desert wandering and were preparing for their next step. Camped on the east side of the Jordan River eyeing the Promised Land on the other side, they listened carefully to the instructions of their new leader, Joshua. In this story of the taking of Jericho, several characters play important roles. Among them, one ordinary woman stood out from the crowd, making a significant impact on her family for generations.

The Ordinary One:
Before crossing the Jordan, Joshua sent two spies to reconnoiter in and around Jericho. Arriving at the house of Rahab, a local prostitute, they discreetly obtained the information Joshua needed. However, someone overheard their conversation and notified the King of Jericho who promptly had Rahab questioned. She, knowing that “the Israelite God was the supreme God of the heavens and earth,” lied, sending the King’s men away to look for the Israelites elsewhere. Then, hurrying back to the spies, she made them promise, because of her help, to save her whole family from destruction when their army came to capture Jericho. Upon promising to do so, Rahab showed them a secret exit from the city so that they could return safely to Joshua with their report. (Joshua 2)

The Significance:
One week later, on the day that God would hand over Jericho to the Israelites for destruction, Joshua included in his instructions for the assault, “Only Rahab the prostitute and the others in her house will be spared, for she protected our spies.” As a result of recognizing the one true God, she, “her father, mother, brothers, and all the other relatives . . . were moved to a safe place near the camp of Israel” (6:17, 22, 23). Rahab’s beliefs and actions saved all the members of her family.

My Reflection:
Amazing! Rahab’s convictions saved dozens of people. Further, not only did Rahab’s family survive the Israelite onslaught, she is listed in the genealogy of Jesus! One ordinary, yet brave, woman made a significant difference! Thinking about this story, I am in awe of her courage to stand alone in her convictions. I wonder if any decision I have made has had such a similar impact on my family. Perhaps only time will tell. Although my family has not been under threat from an invading army, we are under daily spiritual attacks by the evil one who “prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for some victim to devour” (1 Peter 5:8). Knowing this, I must “take a firm stand against him, and be strong in [my] faith” (5:9). Without doubt, even though I am also an ordinary one, committing my life to Jesus, praying for the salvation of my family members, and standing firm in my faith are significant actions in God’s eyes. Lord, I pray that in all situations I will make decisions that honour you, thereby allowing your blessings to flow upon my family and the generations that follow!

Fears and Obstacles

“But the Lord is with us! Don’t be afraid of them!” Number 14:9

Soon after the Lord led the Hebrews out of Egypt, He brought them to the border of Canaan. There He instructed Moses to send twelve spies into “the land I am giving to Israel” (Num 13:2) who were to return with a report describing the inhabitants, towns, and crops. Forty days later, the scouts’ report included not only positive descriptions of fertile land and bountiful crops but also fear-filled tales of well-fortified towns and a people of great strength and height. While ten of the spies encouraged the Hebrews to retreat to Egypt, the other two, Joshua and Caleb, countered with, “but the Lord is with us! Don’t be afraid of them!”

What courage Joshua and Caleb showed in the face of tremendous opposition. As witnesses to the power of God through the miraculous rescue of the Hebrews from slavery in Egypt, they knew in their hearts that, with God on their side, they need not be afraid of the task before them. The fears expressed by the ten spies were only valid from humanity’s perspective not from God’s omnipotent vantage point.

Reading this story reminds me of the many times I have come up against obstacles. Frequently I assume they are signs to go in another direction just like the ten spies. Other times, I know He wants me to put my fears and concerns away and trust Him as I move forward through the obstacles knowing He will be with me. How do I know which way to go? I pray more; listen and watch for God to give further indications; and keep reading my Bible.

At a time during my Bible College studies, I came up against more and more challenging requirements for the assignments. I struggled between giving up and pressing on. However, through prayer, I sensed God telling me to keep going, and with encouragement from friends, I knew that God would wonderfully inspire me to complete these assignments. In doing so, I would increase my personal testimony of God’s power working in me to overcome these and other earthly obstacles.

For their faithfulness, Caleb and Joshua entered the Promised Land forty years later. I pray that by looking past my obstacles and fears and by trusting God, I will be blessed and rewarded as were these two courageous spies!

Roller Coaster - A Meditation of Psalm 42

Introduction: Having experienced life’s roller coaster of emotions, the psalmist shares the sadness and the solution and I reflect upon my own rides with depression and recovery.

1. The Psalmist’s Sadness: “As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, O God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God. When can I go and meet with God? My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, ‘Where is your God?’”

Me: I, too, have felt verbal arrows flung at me from others who do not know God the way I do. How my souls thirsts for God’s protection.

The Psalmist’s Solution: “These things I remember as I pour out my soul: how I used to go with the multitude, leading the processions to the house of God, with shouts of joy and thanksgiving among the festive throng.”

Me: I, too, when suffering under other’s doubts remind myself to focus on God’s goodness to raise my spirits above the condemnation of my enemies. I join with others in joyful praise and worship.

2.The Psalmist’s Sadness: “Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me?”

Me: In grade 11, I waved the white flag of surrender to my parents’ discipline after three years of teenage rebellion. However, at the defeat, I became depressed. Why can I not do what I want? Why can you not accept me as I am?

The Psalmist’s Solution: “Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.”

Me: If only I had accessed this solution to my teenage depression.

3.The Psalmist’s Sadness: “My soul is downcast within me.”

Me: At age 21, I spent the summer working out of town, away from the love of my life. Depression overcame me.

The Psalmist’s Solution: “I will remember you from the land of the Jordan, the heights of Hermon-from Mount Mizar.”

Me: If only I had turned to God, even while in the far away place, to receive His compassion and love.

4.The Psalmist’s Sadness: “Deep calls to deep in the roar of your waterfalls; all your waves and breakers have swept over me.”

Me: After the birth of my second child, postpartum depression struck me like large waves crashing on the beach. The oft-repeated ad on TV and radio chanted, “I need a vacation,” but it did not matter if I needed a vacation because we could not afford it and my husband could not fathom the depths of the breakers engulfing me.

The Psalmist’s Solution: “By day the LORD directs his love, at night his song is with me - a prayer to the God of my life.”

Me: If only I could have recognized God’s song in my life back then.

5.The Psalmist’s Sadness: “I say to God my Rock, “Why have you forgotten me? Why must I go about mourning, oppressed by the enemy?” My bones suffer moral agony as my foes taunt me, saying to me all day long, “Where is your God?” Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me?”

Me: I was about to turn 40 and became deeply depressed again: feeling useless, incapable of doing anything right or even accomplishing anything at all. Nevertheless, I was a Christian then – where was my God? I thought Christians were always happy.

The Psalmist’s Solution: “Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.”

Me: Finally, I put my hope in God! I prayed, studied His Word, and sang songs of praise. Slowly, with medicine, counseling, others praying for me, and making time each week for creative projects, I climbed back to mental health. I praised my Savior and my God, for I knew then that He had not forsaken me.

Conclusion: The Psalmist’s practice of turning to God every time he felt discouraged, forgotten, or oppressed is one that I am actively following. Since that last bout of depression, turning to God is a regular activity for me in order to avoid sinking into despair again. At the slightest hint of a negative mood, I now turn to Scripture, listen to worship music and give thanks to God to help me lift up my heart and soul to Him. I focus on God, not my problems. The Psalmist’s pattern is now my pattern for maintaining mental and emotional health. Today, my emotions are less of a roller coaster and more of a ripple in a pond.

Lord, I pray for my readers who suffer from depression that, amongst their collection of coping habits, they will follow the Psalmist’s pattern of repeatedly turning to you, of putting their hope in you, and of praising you for being the God of their life. Lord, thank you that, as our souls thirst for you, you pour out your love upon us, quenching our every need. Amen.

What's More Important? Doing or Being?

“Don’t rejoice just because evil spirits obey you; rejoice because your names are registered as citizens of heaven.” Luke 10:20 NLT

What aspects of our lives do we celebrate? When do we say, “Hooray for me,” or “You’re the best”? From our first steps as a baby to the end of our academic years, we celebrate each other’s successes. Beyond educational life, we celebrate goals reached in the business world and contributions made to the community. We give parties, gifts, and awards to people who reach certain milestones or achieve great things. We do this to thank, recognize, honour, and reward the person; and to encourage and inspire others to aim for these same great heights. Some of the rewarded activities are for personal gain and others are for the benefit of others. In all cases, the celebrated person has not achieved alone; other people have contributed in many ways thus the rejoicing is shared.

In my life, I have had many occasions to rejoice over both my own achievements and those of various family members and friends. Certainly, others were integral to each successful outcome. But, after the celebration, then what? There is usually an emotional letdown as we return to the routines of our daily lives. The rejoicing over DOING has a limited shelf life.

This is what Jesus was telling His disciples in the passage from Luke. They had just returned from their first mission trip and, joyfully, told Jesus of their many successes including the healing of several demon-possessed people. Jesus acknowledged their triumphs but reminded them: “I have given you authority over all the power of the enemy” (Luke 10:17-19). In other words, their success relied on Another Person. Then He brought their inflated egos back down to a more important reality: “rejoice because your names are registered as citizens of heaven.”

Wow! Even though we achieve and celebrate many successes during our life, from Jesus’ point of view, only one thing is worth rejoicing over: the decision we make to become His; to become a Christian; to accept Jesus as our Lord and Savior. This state of BEING qualifies us as “citizens of heaven” and has an everlasting shelf life!

“But let the godly rejoice. Let them be glad in God’s presence. Let them be filled with joy . . . rejoice in his presence!” Psalm 68:3, 4

Lord, thank you for the abilities, wisdom, and perseverance you have given me to accomplish many things in my life so far. Thank you that these things have benefited not only me but also others. Lord, help me to keep all these things in perspective when compared to the great gift you offer: living in your presence for eternity. I rejoice, yes, I jump for joy, that you count me as one of your chosen! Lord, may my readers also accept this, your most excellent gift! To you goes all the glory!

Pondering Responsibility Within the Kingdom of God

“Don’t eat meat or drink wine or do anything else if it might cause another Christian to stumble.” Romans 14:21 NLT

Is this right? Does the Apostle Paul want us to be responsible for other people’s faith journey? This seems shocking, especially compared to the world’s standard of: “I am not responsible for your reactions to my behavior” and “It doesn’t matter what I say or do, you are in control of your own responses.”

So after decades of not taking responsibility for another’s faith, I read this verse, and my walk with Jesus comes to a dead stop! How can this be? I turn to Jesus for the answer. “Yes, I want you to consider what you say and how you act in light of how it might affect another Christian’s faith.” I hang my head in stunned silence and growing guilt while I wrap my mind around this concept. Hmmm. Paul said he “was all things to all people” in order to make others relate to the Gospel message (1 Cor 9:22, 10:23-33). Peter learned to eat Gentile food and sit at their tables despite his Jewish customs against doing so (Acts 9). Paul further said, “look not only to your interests but also to the interests of others” (Phil 2:4).

What does this mean for my life? For a moment, I thought I would have to lock myself in a closet to avoid failure, as I surely cannot do this on my own! But, thankfully, I have Christ’s Spirit to direct my thoughts and actions. Certainly, it is easy to be considerate of my guests’ food choices and eating habits. But, the “don’t do anything else” is harder. God has brought three issues to my mind: I need to arrive on time for church services, exude more humility about my abilities, and give Him more credit for my successes!

Just as I dare to become responsible for not hindering another’s faith, you, too, may want to take on this challenge. Lord, please wring out the worldly influences in my life and wash me with your Kingdom love so that I might be Christ’s sweet fragrance in the world.

Appreciating God's Creation!

“God saw all that He had made, and behold, it was very good.” Genesis 1:31

Are you an early riser? Well, I’m not. Though, as an ardent photographer of God’s natural world, I seek every opportunity to capture the essence of His intricate and magnificent creation. Not only am I inspired by visually exploring nature first-hand but also by the works of other photographers. Seeing others’ experiences of a sunrise almost compels me to seek the same experience. I say, ‘almost’, because usually the physical desire for sleep overcomes the emotional need for the anticipated joy of viewing the beautiful beginning of a morning. If I’m up early it’s usually because I’m rushing to an appointment and then miss the sunrise anyway!

Do I need to see every sunrise in order to appreciate God’s work in our world? No, I can observe His amazing power and glory in other ways. His creation is all around me – I just have to notice it. Whether it is in the plant life, the geography, the skies, or even the people I meet, His creation is before me to appreciate at all times of the day and night.

While I did see this beautiful sunrise, I usually try to focus on seeing God's handiwork in everything and everyone I come across. The more I am amazed at His creation, the more I love God and appreciate His work in me, too. I acknowledge that I am His rays of light to shine His love on others.

Take a few moments now to notice and appreciate God’s creation around you. Then notice the goodness He’s created in you, too, and thank Him for this blessing!

What to do with Forgiveness

“But if we confess our sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive us and to cleanse us from every wrong.” 1 John 1:9 NLT

In my early days as a Christian, I used God’s gift of forgiveness like a swinging gate. On one side there was the sinful behavior. However, after the delight of the sin had worn off, guilt and sorrow would set in causing me to run to God’s gate to confess my sin. Then, knowing that God had forgiven me, I walked through the gate where relief and gratitude would meet me on the other side. This side of the gate offered me yet another chance to be a “good” Christian despite my willful and repeated disobedience. Deep in my heart, I was thankful for God’s bottomless basket of forgiveness. Unfortunately, in hindsight, I recognize that there was no true repentance on my part as there was no true turning away from those sinful behaviors.

But what was God’s intention for forgiveness? Here is how the Apostle Paul described the situation for us when we accepted Jesus Christ as our Savior:

“When you came to Christ . . . there was a spiritual procedure-the cutting away of your sinful nature. . . Then God made you alive with Christ. He forgave all our sins. God disarmed the evil [influences] . . . by his victory over them on the cross of Christ.” Colossians 2:11-15.

I did not appreciate this victory over sin until I was much older and had recommitted my life to Christ deciding to focus on Him, not on the tantalizing treasures of society’s norms. I had seen and suffered the effects of sin enough that I wanted to be on the forgiveness side of the swinging gate. I wanted to obey God and heed Paul’s warning:

“Don’t let anyone lead you ashtray with empty philosophy and high-sounding nonsense that come from human thinking and the evil powers of this world, not from Christ . . . So put to death the sinful, earthly things lurking within you. Have nothing to do with sexual sin, impurity, lust, and shameful desires. Don’t be greedy for the good things of this life, for that is idolatry . . . Get rid of anger, rage, malicious behavior, slander, and dirty language. Don’t lie to each other. ” Col 2:8, 3:5-9.

What to do with God’s forgiveness? Accept it! Truly repent! Realize that now:
I am setting my “sights on the realities of heaven”;
I am clothed with a “brand-new nature that is continually being renewed as [I] learn more and more about Christ, who created this new nature within [me]”;
I am clothed in “tenderhearted mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience”;
I “make allowance for each other’s faults and forgive the person who offends [me]”;
I wear the most important piece of clothing that is the “love that binds us all together in perfect harmony”;
I “let the peace that comes from Christ rule in” my heart and will always be thankful;
and, finally, I “let the words of Christ, in all their richness, live in” my heart and make me wise (Col 3:1-16).

Thank you, Lord, for the gift of forgiveness. I accept it gratefully! And I pray for strength and wisdom to lead a life that honors your abundant generosity!

A Speck or a Log?

“Why worry about a speck in your friend’s eye when you have a log in your own?” Matthew 7:3 NLT

I look out my kitchen window everyday and see them in the neighbourhood park. I am talking about dogs running freely with tongues hanging and tails wagging. Their owners are throwing balls or sticks for them to fetch, or talking amiably with each other apparently ignoring where their dogs are. Such a happy scene for them, but not for me. As I continue gazing, my temperature is rising. I am fuming! I imagine a conversation/confrontation such as:

Me: “THIS IS NOT A DOG PARK! What gives you the right to take over the park?”
Them: Oh, MY dog is friendly and doesn’t bite.
Me: But I just want to walk peacefully and enjoy the nature in the park. I don’t want to be looking over my shoulder wondering if your dog will run up to me to smell me or jump up to lick my face.
Them: (Glaring, they swear at me and walk away.)

As I turn away from the park scene I wonder why some dog owners blatantly disregard the signs that say, “Dogs must be on leash.”

Recently, words spoken by Jesus strolled through my mind:

“Stop judging others, and you will not be judged. For others will treat you as you treat them. Whatever measure you use in judging others, it will be used to measure how you are judged. And why worry about a speck in your friend’s eye when you have a log in your own? How can you think of saying, ‘Let me help you get rid of that speck in your eye,’ when you can’t see past the log in your own eye? Hypocrite! First get rid of the log from your own eye; then perhaps you will see well enough to deal with the speck in your friend’s eye.” Matthew 7:1-5 NLT

Hmmm. Could this apply to me when I see these dog owners? Of course not! I certainly do not have any behaviors that disrespect others. However . . . maybe God wants to unmask some situations that I need to clean up. What could I possibly do that irritates others? Do I have to admit these things? Ok, I admit I did water the lawn twice this summer when it was not our day. Were my neighbours annoyed? Oh, I do talk on my cell phone when driving. Does that irritate some drivers? Well, I occasionally drive over the speed limit but mostly I stick to the posted speed. I wonder which one frustrates other drivers more. And, I allow myself to get caught up in details unnecessarily. I know that bothers some people!

Well, Lord, I am humbled now! Perhaps I am no better than these dog owners; or people who speed; or drivers who do not stop at stop signs. Forgive my arrogance, Lord. Help me to love the imperfections in others and to change the behaviors in me that irritate others. Fill me with your grace and mercy!

A Coat of Paint

“I could ask the darkness to hide me . . . but even in darkness I cannot hide from you, Lord.” Psalm 139:11-12

“A coat of paint hides a multitude of sins.” You’ve heard this phrase, right? Metaphorically, “sins” are marks, gouges, cracks and blemishes that appear on walls, ceilings and other paintable surfaces. Literally, a coat or two of paint does cover most indiscretions and quickly restores beauty to any object. Actually, I get much satisfaction from painting things around my home and seeing the resulting fresh new looks. But, as I admire my finished work, I also closely examine the surface to see if the blemishes show through or not. Did I prepare the surface properly? Did I actually remove or repair the damage as if it was not there in the first place?

I also love painting because, while it involves some physical exertion, my mind is free to contemplate greater issues. While painting recently, I wondered how effective I am at covering up my own “sins.” For my personal exterior, I make sure I dress well, apply make-up to my face, and tidy the house before guests arrive. This way, you cannot see the scars from a surgery, the ‘love handles’, or my household clutter. For my personal interior, I try to keep negative and hurtful thoughts from spilling out of my mouth because they are there just waiting to be expressed. Do I fool people as to my virtue? Maybe some, but not those who know me well!

But then I think about God. Ah yes. “You have examined my heart and know everything about me” (Ps 139:1). I resign myself to accept that no amount of “paint” can hide my sins from God. As the psalmist says, “even in darkness I cannot hide from you.” What can I do? What can we do to remove the blemish of our sins? The answer requires action on both our part and God’s. The Apostle John explains: “But if we confess our sins to Him, He is faithful and just to forgive us and to cleanse us from every wrong. . . . Jesus Christ’s death is the sacrifice for our sins. He takes away not only our sins but the sins of all the world” (1 John 1:9, 2:2).

Thank you, Lord Jesus, that I don’t have to remain hidden in darkness under a “coat of paint” because of my sins. Lord, I confess my sins and ask your forgiveness. Thank you for paying the penalty for my sins. Thank you for giving me a new look and bringing me out the darkness into the light. Amen.

A Burden Shared . . . is better!

“Carry each other’s burdens.” Galatians 6:2 NIV

My daughter’s friend was in a desperate situation. She had a choice to make and both options would dramatically affect her present and her future. While my heart broke over the friend’s circumstances, I was equally concerned for my daughter’s state of mind and health as she walked with her friend through this dark valley. Even over the phone, stress was evident in her voice as she could barely put a sentence together when telling me this unfortunate story. Further, she admitted that the strain was dulling her appetite and keeping her awake at night. On top of this, she had to keep up with her college assignments and part-time work. After giving her some motherly advice, I promised to pray for her and her friend.

My daughter knows I pray about everything, so, even though she may not be praying, she is glad I am. Although I prayed for two days about this situation and its outcome, I still felt a nagging anxiety. But wait! Praying is supposed to replace worry with peace. Jesus says in Matthew 11:28, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” I have done this before and experienced God’s peace, but it was not “working” this time. What more did God want me to do? Then I remembered advice the Apostle Paul gave to the Galatians, “Carry each other’s burdens.” The Greek word for ‘burden’ is baros, which means: a weight (eg. boulder) too big for us to carry alone. Yes, this burden was too heavy for me. I quickly emailed the members of my church Small Group and asked them to pray, too. (This is something we do for each other while keeping all issues confidential.) As soon as I clicked, “send”, I felt the burden of worry lift from my shoulders! Yes, this is why God wants us to be believers in community not believers in isolation. “Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn”(Romans 12:15). Together, we draw nearer to God.

Despite our prayers in favour of one of the options, the friend chose the other. We who prayed were disappointed that God did not allow a different outcome, but consoled ourselves as the Lord says, “My thoughts are completely different from yours, and my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine” (Isaiah 55:8). We were thankful that my daughter’s stress ended and she returned to her usual self. Even though God knows our every thought and situation, He does not always intervene on our decisions (Psalm 139).

Thank you, God, that you listen to my concerns and give me peace while I wait for the answers. It is in your peace that I acknowledge that, no matter what the circumstances, “your mighty power reaches throughout the world” (14:26). I pray that others will share their burdens, too, so that together we may see your mighty works and glorify your name. Amen.

Mediocrity vs Excellence

“But those who wait on the Lord will find new strength. They will fly high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint.” Isaiah 40:31 NLT

If excellence is 10/10 and failure is 1/10, then mediocrity is 5/10, meaning not too good and not too bad. For many years I felt I lived a life of mediocrity. How did I come to that conclusion? In school, I was a “B” student, neither excelling nor failing. As a young adult, I held jobs that paid above minimum wage but far below the top wage earners in the company. As a young mother, I watched my friends live in fancier homes, go on expensive holidays and buy the best foot-ware for their children. Do not misunderstand me, poverty was not knocking at our door, for, as a single income family, we managed, but some days I thought it was a mediocre existence. (Those feelings were probably exaggerated by, or caused by, my bouts with depression.) In short, I thought that living a life of excellence meant having the best things and being successful in the eyes of the world. Even after I recommitted my life to Jesus at mid-life, I searched for Christian books and practices that would lead me to “Christian excellence.” I wanted to succeed as a Christian from the world’s point of view. My thought was that Christians who lived above mediocrity were at the top of their earthly professions, lived in expensive homes, and took far-away vacations. How could I “soar on eagles’ wings” for God and break out of that zone of mediocrity?

Recently I picked up the book called, “Living Above the Level of Mediocrity” by Charles Swindoll – again, in hopes of finding that magic formula for excellence! Even before finishing the book, God showed me that I am already on the path to living a life of excellence according to His way! One of Swindoll's key points is that soaring above mediocrity means living from the perspective of Another Kingdom: surrendering my goals for God’s goals; giving rather than receiving; looking from God’s divine perspective not my earthly limited one; admitting weakness in order to be strengthened; and other such odd mentalities compared to society’s secular expectations.

Through this book with its many Scripture references and the Holy Spirit working in me through my own Bible study and prayer, I am slowly redefining my views of mediocrity and excellence. Now, I see mediocrity is a result of only half-heartedly serving God but excellence occurs when whole-heartedly turning all areas of one’s life over to Him. By waiting upon the Lord, as the verse in Isaiah says, we will receive strength, ability and direction to carry out His tasks and to achieve His purposes. In that way, we will soar like eagles and God’s excellence will result!

Smooth Sailing or Not?

“The Lord was with Joseph, making everything run smoothly and successfully.” Genesis 39:23 NLT

Wow! Joseph was close to God and God blessed his work. So, all I need to do is to be close to God and my life will be successful, too? hmm . . . Well, that was my first thought when I read this scripture verse. But wait, God was with others in the Bible and they suffered tremendously. Daniel was thrown to the lions and his friends tossed into a furnace. David spent years running away from attacks by King Saul. Peter and John were thrown into jail and frequently beaten. And yet, God was with these men.
The Apostle Paul details his suffering while serving God in 2 Cor 11:23-29 and 6:3-10: more jail time, more whipping, five times thirty-nine lashes, three times beaten with rods, once stoned, three times ship-wrecked; adrift at sea, traveled far, faced danger from natural disasters and unsympathetic people; hungry, thirsty, and cold.
Now, what I am to think? Paul shares his perspective:

“Three different times I begged the Lord to take [my pain] away. Each time He said, ‘My gracious favour is all you need. My power works best in your weakness.’ So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may work through me. . . . It is all for Christ’s good, I am quite content with my weaknesses and [sufferings].” 2 Cor 12:8-10

OK Lord, whether you give me smooth waters to sail or rocky cliffs to climb, I will rejoice because you are with me and working all events to your good purposes.

Small, but Significant!

The mountain ranger concluded: “Now that you can see the power of the eruption I hope you will see that you are very small and insignificant.” Even though I had been 300 miles away from Mount Saint Helens at the time of this catastrophic event, I had felt a part of the volcano’s eruption because its ash had fallen on my car. Now, twenty-eight years later, I finally got to view the devastation for myself. Of course, much of the affected area had come back to life with healthy forests, alpine flowers and wildlife, but much was still in its moonscape-like condition. The ranger listed some amazing statistics:

*The eruption caused the whole north face of Mount Saint Helen's to collapse creating a HUGE avalanche of massive rocks;
*The avalanche debris, being several hundred feet high, changed the dimensions of nearby Spirit Lake and slammed down the Toutle River covering the riverbed for 14 miles with 300 – 600 feet high of rock and ash;
*The eruption caused volcanic ash to shot thousands of feet up in the air - it was this ash that floated north to Victoria;
*All the trees within a 150 square mile radius were either blown over or left dead standing (these are still visible today).

As the ranger described the effects of the eruption, my eyes were riveted to the landscape. Yes, I did feel small and insignificant compared to nature’s power! If we are in the way of a landslide, tsunami, twister, or flood, nature does not go around. It sweeps us away, crushes us with debris, drowns us with water, or suffocates us with wind. There is no mercy!

Yet, I AM significant in the eyes of the One who created and controls the power of nature. I am wonderfully and intricately made; my parts were marvelously knit together in my mother’s womb. Every day of my life was recorded in God’s book even before a single day had passed. He knows my every thought and His thoughts about me are precious. (Psalm 139.) God loved the world, and me, so much that He gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life. (John 3:16.) As a Christian I am blessed, adopted into God’s family, and receive gifts from Him including the Holy Spirit. My sins are forgiven and I am redeemed. I was chosen to be His even before He created the world. He has made me a part of His overall plan. With Christ in me I am holy and have hope and assurance of eternal life with Him in heaven. (Eph 1:3-14.) And if chaos swirls around me God is my refuge and strength. (Psalm 46.)

How great is the Lord God Almighty! And how small I am in the universe. But thank you God for creating me and considering me significant!

Pluto Demoted!

“Everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life” John 3:16

“Pluto Demoted!” This was the declaration by the International Astronomical Union on August 24, 2006, upon the completion of its annual General Assembly. Amazing! In just a few short days, the 2500 astronomers talked science and decided to reclassify Pluto, what we had known as the ninth planet in our Solar System, as a “dwarf planet”. What God had created in the beginning of time as “good” (Gen 1:14-19) was abruptly given a lower standing by humankind!

Mulling on this announcement, I thought that it is OK to change the status of Pluto as we gain more understanding of the universe, but what about our standing with God? Can our status suffer the same demotion? Can our salvation be changed by a vote? Although this is a serious theological question not easily answered quickly, here are a few Bible verses to consider that give us assurance of our status with God:

1. “For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life” (John 3:16). If we believe in Jesus, we will receive eternal life.

2. “Turn from your sins and turn to God” (Matt 4:17) and “But anyone who obeys God’s laws and teaches them will be great in the Kingdom of Heaven” (Matt 5:19). Confess your sins, change your ways to God’s ways (repent), and show others the way then you will have rewards in heaven.

3. “‘You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul, all your strength, and all your mind.’ And, ‘Love your neighbour as yourself.’ ‘Right!’ Jesus told him. ‘Do this and you will live!’” (Luke 10:27, 28). Focusing all of our being on God and then sharing his love with others will keep secure our good status with God.

In order not to have our status with God reclassified, let us not only consider these verses but also study the Bible for more implications of faith and pray that God will guide and keep us in his Way.

God's Spendid Gift

“His brilliant splendor fills the heavens, and the earth is filled with His praise!
What a wonderful God He is!” Habakkuk 3:3 NLT

“Wake up, my dear.”
“Who’s talking to me?” I muttered.
“I want to show you something beautiful!”
Groan. Looking out the curtainless window, I saw the soft blue pre-dawn light mingling with the pale yellow-orange rays of the anticipated sun. “Oh, Lord, I specifically prayed last night that you’d let me sleep-in today since I’ve already been up to see the past two sunrises.”
“Get up, my dear. It’s what you’ve been waiting for. It’s my gift to you for your patience.”
Well, how could I refuse God? I had come to the countryside hoping to capture some picturesque scenes of the nearby farms. The previous mornings I awoke early and slipped out of the house to photograph the sunrise. Both times, however, I arrived at my vantage point a little late for the actual appearance of the sun and both days had been a little cloudy. But, today, it was a half hour earlier. I knew I would arrive in time! So, even though still groggy, I dressed, grabbed my camera and off I went – believing that God would present me with a magnificent show! Walking quickly down the road, I searched for the spot that would match my long-dreamed-about perfect sunrise photo. “Just a few more meters,” I panted to myself as I now jogged down the street. Then I saw it: the perfect scene! A pond, a farm fence, a tractor, some outbuildings, and a clear sightline to the distant prairie horizon. And even more perfect–there was a cool mist floating over the gently rolling green pastures! I could hardly wait to capture the magnificent scene that God would unfold before me! Two hundred photos and forty-five minutes later, I praised Him who created this world and loved me enough to share its beauty with me!
Has God prompted you recently to follow Him on a certain path? Are there obstacles in your way? Trust Him and He will bless you with gifts beyond your expectations!

Just Over the Next Ridge

“Show me the path where I should walk, O Lord; point out the right road for me to follow. Lead me by your truth and teach me, for you are the God who saves me. All day long I put my hope in you.” Psalm 25:4, 5 NLT

The leader of our hiking group had been there before. She excitedly described our destination as a mountain meadow littered with alpine flowers surrounded by pine trees. A view to the glistening lake below and the mountains rising in the distance would cap the visual delight once we arrived at the Glacier Glades. It sounded great as I love being in the great outdoors! Knowing that the round trip would take about two hours, I packed my knapsack accordingly with two water bottles, camera equipment, a snack, raincoat, and cell phone. However, my confident feeling of readiness was shattered when I heard the word: “bears”. My heart stopped! Oh, my! I had not even thought about bears and certainly had not packed any bear spray. Now what? It was too late to back out so I put on a brave face. We determined that if we made noise with loud voices and by stepping on crackling dry leaves and branches, the bears would not approach us. Now, confident of our equipment and plans, we headed off on our mission to find the Glades.

As any experienced adventure leader will attest, successfully reaching the desired destination requires not only proper equipment and plans but also knowing the right path. In the first aspect, we were ready – knapsacks were packed with the necessary tools and last minute precautions were taken. However, in the second aspect, we had one slight problem: our leader could not quite remember exactly where to find the right path. For sure, it was just “over there”! Trustingly, we followed her onward and upward. Sometimes we followed major pathways, sometimes deer trails, and sometimes just tramped through the underbrush trying to avoid stinging nettle, blackberry thorns and whipping branches into each other’s faces. When we were not looking down watching our footsteps or looking sideways scanning the bushes for bears, we looked up to see how close we were to the top of the hill. “Oh, it should just be over this next ridge,” our leader encouraged us. However, at the top of the ridge all we saw was more forest stretching upward to yet another hilltop. “Um, maybe we’ll see the meadows over that hill.” This pattern of journeying toward a destination followed by disappointment repeated several times as we trekked about in search of the Glacier Glades.

As the hike lengthened in time, I reflected that this experience on the mountain was similar to my walk with Jesus Christ – full of ups and downs, wandering on and off the path, and looking over my shoulder at bear-like threats hovering nearby. A recurring theme in my life is one of financial struggle. At one such time, in the 90s, we operated a small business with sales that were seasonally cyclical. During the slow periods, we could not pay all our bills and relied heavily on credit. Definitely, it was a struggle to meet the needs of the business as well as our family of six. At one point in the valley of financial despair, I even wanted to apply for social assistance but my husband preferred that we do everything humanly possible to make ends meet and rely on God for the rest. With God’s help we kept the bear of bankruptcy at bay and over time our financial situation improved. Now, whenever financial pressures growl at me, I rely on God for the reality check lesson, keep my credit card in my pocket, and trust Him in all circumstances.

Wherever my walk with Jesus goes, I access the tools and habits in my “faith-sack” that keep me focused on Him. Reading the Bible reveals the nature of God and His guidelines for righteous living. Praying in faith and seeing God’s blessings in the answers removes doubt and encourages trust. Listening to His Spirit in my heart allows humility, compassion, and love to pour out. Focusing on His power and might removes fear and creates security. Accepting Jesus as my saviour gives me hope for a glorious future with Him in heaven. Even though there are hills and valleys, wanderings, threats, and disappointments on my faith journey, using the tools and habits of my “faith-sack” on a daily basis equips me to stay on God’s path eventually leading me to my God-ordained destination.

Back to our hike. Just as we were almost ready to give up our search and head back, we stumbled out of a grove of trees onto the Glacier Glades. “Hooray!” The promised scenic view rewarded our persistence. The many ridges we had climbed were now a distant memory. After a little while taking in the sights, we headed back to our car, arriving safely thankful that we had not seen any bears!

Lord, I thank you for providing me with tools to use on my faith journey. I pray that my readers will also take advantage of these in order to stay on your path and grow closer to you. May our relationship with you grow deeper and stronger. Amen.

Give up my what?

“This is what the Lord says: Because you have obeyed me and not withheld even your beloved son . . . I will bless you richly.” Genesis 22:16, 17 NLT

Following God’s instructions, Abraham took his beloved son, Isaac, up the mountain, prepared an altar of wood ready for a sacrifice and tied Isaac on top of it. Disturbing? Yes! Confusing? Definitely! God had made several promises to Abraham that necessitated Isaac reaching adulthood and fathering sons. How could Abraham go through with this? He could, because he trusted God and knew that somehow Isaac would not be lost to him. “We will come right back,” he told his servants. In the end, Abraham obeyed, a ram was sacrificed not Isaac, and God blessed him for his obedience.

A compelling story, is it not? I take a deep breath and slowly exhale as I consider the ramifications. Could I? Would I give up my “beloveds” if God asked, or even demanded it? Easily, I could give up my home, most of my belongings, and my car. Grudgingly, I could give up my camera, my wedding rings, and my computer. I could even give up my dreams, hopes, and aspirations if I was clear on God’s expectations. But, could I give up my children? Well, when they were young I used to say to God, “Don’t ask me to be separated from my kids.” So, no, I would not have given up my kids. Now that they are grown, it is much easier to say, “Yes, God, I will obey.” Could I give up my husband? Well, I do not want to think about that.

Jesus desires ALL of our affection, interest, and loyalty. “If you want to be my follower you must love me more than your own father, mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters – yes, more than your own life” Luke 14:26. A tough choice, but the blessings that follow our acts of obedience are immeasurable and eternal.

What are your “beloveds”? Are you prepared to sacrifice them if God asked?

Lord, I pray that we hold our “beloveds” with an open hand. May we joyfully release that which hinders us from obediently following you. Thank you for your Spirit in us who enables us to do what is humanly difficult.

Orange Markers

“. . . Now it was the harvest season, and the Jordan was overflowing its banks. But as soon as the feet of the priests who were carrying the Ark touched the water at the river’s edge, the water began piling up . . . Then all the people crossed over . . . on dry ground . . .” Joshua 3:6-17

“This is it – the Glacier Glades!” our hike leader exclaimed. What had started as a two-hour hike had turned into a three-hour search for the right trail to the mountain meadows. After much zigzagging through pine forest and scratching brambles, up hills and along ridges, our persistence was rewarded with a vast view across the meadows to the lake below and the mountains beyond. Whew! We made it! . . . Next, (looking left and right) which way back?!

Heading towards the lake and down the ridge was a good start, but we were still not sure how far north we needed to travel. We trod onward, silent prayers lingering under our breath.

“Look, an orange marker around a tree!”
“Ah, a good sign. If it’s a property marker it will lead us to civilization.”

Sure enough, a few more steps, eyes searching, we spotted another marker. “Hooray!” So it went. We proceeded in faith from marker to marker heading somewhat in the direction we wanted to go. Still traipsing through dry grass and bushes, dodging more pine trees, and passing the skeleton of a cow, (creepy), we came to a fence and followed it northward, finally reaching the farm where our car waited for us. Ah, safe and sound!

Just as we stepped forward in faith, so did another group, albeit much larger, a long time ago. The Israelites waited restlessly on the plain east of the Jordan River with only one more obstacle to overcome before arriving at their destination – the Promised Land. The recent snow melt and spring rains caused the river to overflow its banks as it roared through the lowlands. But, for God, a raging river is no obstacle. He directed the priests to carry the Ark of the Covenant into the river a few steps and stop. As they obeyed, God stopped the river allowing all million plus Israelites to cross the now dry riverbed and finally to enter the Promised Land.

Although our hike was inconsequential in the world’s scheme of things, having the faith in God to guide and lead me step by step helped reduce my worry and increased my enjoyment of the outing.

Lord, thank you that I can trust you as I step out in faith despite not seeing the path ahead!